Child abuse -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
Half-laughing, half-crying, Johnnie bent his head to the table. "Oh,
gee!" he gasped. "School! And new books! And the country! And the beach!
And then with both of you! _And my own room!_"
"And a bed--not the floor."
Johnnie was seeing it all. But particularly was the vision of his new
home clear to him. "I'll take my father's medal with me, too," he
declared; "and Mister Roosevelt's pitcher. Oh, it's goin' t' be fine!
Fine! And I'll be ready, Mister Perkins! I'll be ready earl----"
_Tap! tap! tap! tap!_
He straightened; and stood as rigid as a little statue; and once more he
held his breath. While the flushed and happy look on his face
faded--faded as did his vision of peace and happiness and luxury. He
stared wide-eyed at Mr. Perkins, questioning him dumbly, pathetically.
Then every atom of strength began to leave him. It went out of his
ankles, under those smart and soldierly leggings; and out of his knees.
Slowly, and with a wobble, he sank into his chair.
Old Grandpa!
Now another picture: the dark, little, dismal flat, locked from the
outside, deserted within; on the kitchen table, where Big Tom's
breakfast dishes are strewn about, is the milk bottle and a cup; the
beds are unmade, the sink piled high, and circling the unswept floor
wheels Grandpa, whimpering, calling softly and pleadingly, "Johnnie!
Little Johnnie! Grandpa wants Johnnie!" And tears are dimming the pale,
old eyes, and trickling down into the thin, white beard.
"Oh!" breathed the boy. Old Grandpa forsaken! He, so dear, so helpless!
Old Grandpa, who depended upon his Johnnie! And--what of that "kind of
love that all sound young hearts give to the crippled and the
helpless?"
He began to whisper, hastily, huskily: "That time I run away and met
One-Eye, I felt pretty bad when I was layin' awake in the horse
stall--so bad I hurt, all inside me. And in the night I 'most cried
about Grandpa, and how he was missin' me."
"I see."
"And, oh, Mister Perkins, that was before I knew anything about scouts.
But, now, I am one, ain't I? And so I got t' _act_ like a scout. And a
scout, would he go 'way and leave a' old soldier? I got t' think about
that." He began to walk. Presently, he halted at the door of the tiny
room, and looked in, then came tiptoeing back. "He's in there," he
explained. "He went in t' see if Cis wasn't home yet, and he fell
asleep. He misses her a lot, and she wasn't here much when he was awake.
But that jus' shows how he'd miss me."
Before the scoutmaster could reply, Johnnie went on again: "I'm thinkin'
ahead, the same way I think my thinks. When y're ahead, why, y' can look
back, can't y'?--awful easy! Well, I'm lookin' back, and I can see
Grandpa alone here. And it's a' awful mean thing t' see, Mister
Perkins--gee, it is! And I'd be seein' it straight right on for the rest
of my life!"
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