Behind all this, I think, and confirming my feeling, was the fact that
Miss Colton did not repeat her call. A week or more passed and she did
not come. I caught glimpses of her occasionally in the auto, or at the
post-office, but I took care that she should not see me. I did not wish
to be seen, though precisely why I could not have explained even to
myself. The memory of that night in the rain, and of our meetings in the
grove, troubled me because I could not keep them from my mind. They kept
recurring, no matter what I did or where I went. No, I did not want
to meet her again. Somehow, the sight and memory of her made me more
dissatisfied and discontented than ever. I found myself moodily
wishing for things beyond my reach, longing to be something more than I
was--more than the nobody which I knew I must always be. I remembered my
feelings on the morning of the day when I first saw her. Now they seemed
almost like premonitions.
I kept away; not only from her, but from George Taylor and Captain
Dean and the townspeople. I went to the village scarcely at all. Sim
Eldredge, who had evidently received orders from headquarters to drop
the Lane “agency,” troubled me no more, merely glowering reproachfully
when we met; and Alvin Baker, whose note had been renewed, although he
hailed me with effusive cordiality, did not press his society upon
me, having no axe to grind at present. Zeb Kendrick was using the
Lane again, but he took care to bring no more “billiard roomers” as
passengers. I had as yet heard nothing from my quarrel with Tim Hallet.
I spent a good deal of my time in the Comfort, or wandering about the
shore and in the woods. One warm, cloudy morning the notion seized me to
go up to the ponds and try for black bass. There are bass in some of the
larger ponds--lakes they would be called anywhere else except on Cape
Cod--and, if one is lucky, and the weather is right, and the bait
tempting, they may be caught. This particular morning promised to
furnish the proper brand of weather, and a short excursion on the flats
provided a supply of shrimps and minnows for bait. Dorinda, who happened
to be in good humor, put up a lunch for me and, at seven o'clock, with
my rod and landing net in their cases, strapped, with my fishing boots
and coffee pot, to my back, and my bait pail in one hand and lunch
basket in the other, I started on my tramp. It was a long four miles
to Seabury's Pond, my destination, and Lute, to whom, like most
country people, the idea of a four-mile walk was sheer lunacy, urged my
harnessing the horse and driving there. But I knew the overgrown wood
roads and the difficulty of piloting a vehicle through them, and,
moreover, I really preferred to go afoot. So I marched off and left him
protesting.
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