Then something went wrong in the deal and the shares began to decline
in value. He put up more margins and still more, but it continued to
decline. Finally under the spur of another “tip,” the last of his own
savings having gone to the insatiate brokers, he sent, to bolster his
account and to save him from utter ruin, some bonds belonging to the
bank.
“Not much,” he declared, “only about thirty-five hundred dollars' worth,
that's all. I never would have done it, Ros, but I was wild, desperate,
you see. Here I was, getting ready to be married; Nellie and Cap'n Jed
and the rest believing me to be comfortably fixed. It's easy enough now
to say that I ought to have gone to her and told her. If I hadn't been
certain that the market would turn and I'd be all right in a week, I'd
have done it. But I was sure I'd be all right and I couldn't take the
chance. I knew what her father would say about her marrying a pauper,
and I just couldn't take the risk of losing her; I couldn't. She means
more to me than--than--oh, wait until your time comes! Wait until the
girl comes along that you care for more than the whole world. And
then see what you'd do. See what it would mean to give her up! Just
wait--wait and see!”
“Yes, yes,” I put in, hastily. “I understand, George. But the stock,
Louisville and Transcontinental, how is it now?”
“Just the same. It is dead, practically speaking. It hasn't moved half
a point for six weeks. I've been expecting it would, but it hasn't. It's
all right; the value is there; I know it. If I could only hang on and
wait I could get my money back, part of it, anyhow. But I can't. I
can't wait. And the broker people have got those bonds. Ros, I've been
fighting this thing for weeks and weeks. I ain't slept a night for
years, or so it seems. And next week--next WEEK I was to be married. My
God! think of it!”
“Here, here! Don't do that,” I urged. “Brace up. You and I must work
this out. Wasn't there any one you could go to? Anyone you could borrow
the money of? Thirty-five hundred isn't such a lot.”
“Whom could I go to? I tried. Lord knows I tried! I did borrow a
thousand of Cap'n Elisha Warren; trumped up some excuse or other and got
that. But that was all he could let me have. And I know he thought my
asking for that was queer.”
“Did you consider going straight to Cap'n Dean and--”
“Dean? Cap'n Jed? Her father? Oh, Ros, don't be a fool altogether! I
beg your pardon, old man! I don't mean it. You mustn't mind. I ain't
responsible for what I say just now. But I couldn't go to Cap'n Jed. You
know him. He's as straight and square and honest as he is obstinate and
cranky. If I went to him I couldn't tell him the truth. And if I
lied he'd suspect and want to know why I needed to borrow money. And
Nellie--don't you see? There's the real awfulness of the whole thing. I
couldn't go to her and tell her I was a thief. I couldn't see her face
when I told her. And yet she's got to know it. She's got to know it!”
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