“Found out! He found out from somebody over to Ostable where the deed
was recorded, that is how he found out. He said so. But I don't care for
that. And I don't care if you sold the Lane ten times over. You didn't
do it for any mean or selfish reason, that I know. There ain't a selfish
bone in your body, Roscoe. I've lived along with you all these years and
I know. Nobody that was mean or selfish would give up their chances in
life and stay here in this one-hoss town because his ma was sick and had
took a notion that she couldn't bear to part with him. Don't you mind
Jed Dean--pig-headed old thing!--or anybody else in Denboro. Hold up
your head and show 'em you don't care for the whole caboodle of 'em. Let
'em talk and act like fools, if they want to. It comes natural to most
of 'em, I cal'late, and they'll be sorry some day. Don't you let 'em
drive you out. They won't come inside THIS house with their talk, not
while I'm here, I tell you that!”
Her eyes, behind the brass-rimmed spectacles, flashed fire. This was the
longest speech I had ever heard her make.
“There, Dorinda,” I said, smiling, “don't worry on my account. I'm not
worth it. And, whatever I do, I shall see that you and Lute are provided
for.”
Instead of calming her this statement seemed to have the exactly
opposite effect.
“Stop it!” she snapped. “The idea! Do you suppose it's for myself I'm
talkin' this way to you? I guess 'tain't! My soul! I'll look out for
myself, and Lute, too, long's I'm able to walk; and when I can't walk
'twill be because I've stopped breathin'. It's for you I'm talkin', for
you and Comfort. Think of her.”
I sighed. “I have been thinking of her, Dorinda,” I declared. “She
doesn't know a word about this.”
“Then tell her.”
“I can't tell her my reason for selling, any more than I can tell
you--or Dean.”
“Tell her what you can, then. Tell her as much of the truth as you can.
She'll say you done right, of course. Whatever you do is right to her.”
I made no reply. She regarded me keenly.
“Roscoe,” she went on, “do you WANT to go somewheres else?”
“I don't know, Dorinda. I might as well be here as anywhere, perhaps. I
am rather blue and discouraged just now, that's all.”
“I can't blame you much. But bein' discouraged don't do any good.
Besides, it's always darkest just afore dawn, they say; anyhow, I've had
that preached to me ever since I was a girl and I've tried to believe
it through a good many cloudy spells. Roscoe, don't you let old Jed or
anybody DRIVE you out of Denboro, but, if you WANT to go--if you think
you'd ought to go, to earn money or anything, don't you worry about
leavin' Comfort. I'll look out for her as well as if she was my own.
Remember that.”
I laid my hand on hers. “Thank you,” I said, earnestly. “Dorinda, you
are a good woman.”
To my surprise the eyes behind the spectacles became misty. Tears
in Dorinda's eyes! When she spoke it was in, for her, a curiously
hesitating tone.
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