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"Oh!" the coroner apologized, "I didn't get on to that! 'Course he's all
right."
Then Dr. Holt: "It appears the poor woman tried to get married, but she
couldn't find a husband. So she killed herself."
This time the two in the hall did not look at each other. Fred stared up
at the stag's glistening eyes. Howard buckled and unbuckled his
driving-gauntlets. For the rest of her life, Frederica never saw a
mounted deer's head without a stab of remembrance.
It was nearly four o'clock in the morning when everything was attended
to and Howard turned his car homeward. "Do sit in front with me, Fred,"
he said; "you _can't_ sit back there in the tonneau."
"All right," she said, absently, and, getting in, pulled Zippy on to her
lap. As she sat down, she suddenly realized that Howard's request
implied that he felt an embarrassment for her which she was not feeling
for herself. She began to feel it soon enough! Embarrassment flowed in
upon them both. Howard talked about Flora--then fell silent: ("She
'tried to get married'!") Then Fred talked about her--and fell silent.
("He needn't worry; _I_ won't drown myself!")
The ride into town was forever! The bleary October dawn had whitened in
the mist like a dead face, before they drew up at 15 Payton Street, and
for the last ten miles they did not exchange a word. Fred was thinking,
dazedly, of Flora; but every now and then would come the stab: "_He
refused me._"
Howard was thinking only of Fred. "Stunning!" he was saying to himself.
"She's not a girl! She's a man--no, I don't know any man who would have
done what she did. _I_ couldn't have, anyway. I take off my hat to
courage like that!"
Not a girl? Fred, not a girl?...
When at last that dreadful night was over, and he had left the terrified
Payton household, Frederica--the wonderful, the superwoman (superman,
even, compared with Howard himself!), Frederica had, in a flash, been
something less than superwoman; she had been pitifully, stupidly,
incredibly feminine.
It was six o'clock in the morning when he closed Mrs. Payton's front
door behind him and went out to get in his car--giving a shuddering
glance at that pool of water on the floor of the tonneau. Just as he was
throwing in his clutch he heard the door open again, and Fred called to
him. He went back, quickly; she was standing on the top step, haggard,
ugly, dripping wet; a lock of hair had blown across her cheek, which was
twitching painfully. She put out her hand to him, in a blind sort of
gesture, but she did not look at him.
"I just wanted--to say," she said, and paused, for the jangle of the
mules' bells and the clatter of a passing car drowned her voice;--"I
wanted to--to say," she began again, with a gasp, "don't--" she stopped,
with a sobbing laugh; "don't--tell Laura."
Don't tell!
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