Mate selection -- Fiction; Women -- Suffrage -- United States -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Every day, as she worked at her desk, or took a trolley-car to the
suburbs to inspect some apartment, or sat in absorbed silence opposite
her mother at the dinner-table, she was saying, _why_? She was certain
that he was fond of her. "Did he go because he thought I was so deep in
business that I wouldn't bother with him? Or because he wanted to show
me he could put in really serious licks of work? Or because he was
afraid I'd turn him down? Of course, I am awfully matter-of-fact," she
admitted; "but all the same, he's blind if he thinks that!"
Sometimes, when her mother commented vaguely on the weather, or on
Flora's indelicacy in being so daft about men, or Miss Carter's
perfectly unreasonable wish to go to the theater once a week, besides
her regular evening out--"_I_ don't go once a year," Mrs. Payton
said--Frederica would start and say, "Beg your pardon? I didn't hear
you." Nor would she hear her mother's dreary sigh.
"Freddy has nothing in common with me," Mrs. Payton used to think, and
sigh again. It did not occur to her to say, "I have nothing in common
with Freddy." Certainly, they had nothing of mutual interest to talk
about.... Mrs. Payton was wondering dully whether she had not better
take a grain of calomel; why they would not eat cold mutton in the
kitchen; whether Flora wouldn't be a little more cheerful now, for Miss
Carter said that the McKnights' chauffeur was making up to her.... Fred
was wondering how soon her last letter would reach Howard Maitland;
foreseeing his interest in its contents--the news that Smith had been
beaten, but pledged to the support of suffrage in his next campaign;
calculating as to the earliest possible date of his reply.... Mrs.
Payton was right; they had nothing in common. By and by, as the weeks
passed, the mother and daughter, together only at meals, lapsed into
almost complete silence.
"I love both my children _just_ the same, but Mortimore is more of a
companion than she is," Mrs. Payton thought, bitterly.
There was, however, one moment, in April, when Frederica did talk....
Mrs. Holmes had come in to dinner, and somehow things started badly.
Mrs. Payton had said, sighing, that she was pretty tired; "I really
haven't got over the Christmas rush, yet," she complained. And
Frederica, with a shrug, said that the Christmas debauch was getting
worse each year. Then the suffrage parade was discussed. It had taken
place the day before, in brilliant sunshine, and on perfectly dry
streets, which greatly provoked Mrs. Holmes, who had prayed for rain.
Naturally, she made vicious thrusts at the women who took their dry-shod
part in it. She was thankful, she said, that William Childs had locked
Laura up; anyhow, _she_ hadn't disgraced the family!
"Do you call taking her to St. Louis 'locking her up'?" Fred inquired.
"Laura gave in to Billy-boy, which was rather sandless in her. She is a
dear, but she hasn't much sand."
"She has decency, which is better. To show yourselves off to a lot of
coarse men--"
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