Antisemitism -- Fiction; Jews -- Austria -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Vienna (Austria) -- Fiction
"You must also know, my dear friend, that I have finished
during the last week some verses for the first act, which
so far are not particularly immortal, verses which until
some further development, so long I mean, as they are
without your music, will hop about the world like wingless
angels. The subject-matter appeals to me extraordinarily,
and I myself am curious to know what I am really going to
make of it. I've begun all kinds of other things as well
... sketched things out ... thought things over. And to
put it shortly and with a certain amount of cheek I feel
as though a new phase were heralding itself within me.
This sounds of course greater cheek than it really is. For
chimney-sweeps, ice-cream vendors and colour-sergeants have
their phases as well. People of our temperament always
recognise it at once. What I regard as very probable is
that I shall soon leave the fantastic element in which I
now feel so much at home, and will either move up or move
down into something extremely real. What would you say,
for example, if I were to go in for a political comedy?
I feel already that the word 'real' is not quite the
right one. For in my view politics is the most fantastic
element in which persons can possibly move, the only thing
is they don't notice it.... This is the point I ought to
drive home. This occurred to me the other day when I was
present at a political meeting (untrue, I always get these
thoughts). Yes--a meeting of working men and women in the
Brigittenau in which I found myself next to Mademoiselle
Therese Golowski, and at which I was compelled to hear
seven speeches about universal suffrage. Each of the
speakers--Therese was one of them, too--spoke just as
though the solution of that question was the most important
thing in the world to him or her personally, and I don't
think that any of them had an idea that the whole question
was a matter of colossal indifference to them at the real
bottom of their hearts. Therese was very indignant of
course when I enlightened her on the point, and declared
that I had been infected by the poisonous scepticism of
Nürnberger, of whom as a matter of fact I'm seeing far too
much. She always makes a point of running him down, since
he asked her some time ago in the café whether she was
going to have her hair done high or in plaits at her next
trial for high treason. Anyway, I find it very nice seeing
a lot of Nürnberger. When I'm having my bad days, there is
no one who receives me with more kindness. Only there are
many days whose badness he doesn't suspect or doesn't want
to know of. There are various troubles which I feel that he
fails to appreciate and which I've given up talking to him
about."
"What does he mean?" interrupted Anna.
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