The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
They were back in London, and it was near the close of Helen's third
year abroad.
"I met Mr. Donald Estey this morning," said Mrs. Reynolds at the
luncheon table that noon. "I asked him to dine with us to-morrow night.
He is here for the winter."
"So? Good! I shall be glad to see Estey," commented her husband.
Once Helen would have given a cry, dropped her fork with a clatter, or
otherwise made her startled perturbation conspicuous to all. That only
an almost imperceptible movement and a slight change of color resulted
now showed something of what Helen Denby had learned during the last few
years.
"You say Mr. Donald Estey will be--here, to-morrow?" she asked quietly.
"Yes. You remember him," nodded Mrs. Reynolds. "He was at the Thayers'
at the same time I was there six years ago--tall, good-looking fellow
with glasses."
"Yes, I remember," smiled Helen. And never would one have imagined that
behind the quiet words was a wild clamor of "Oh, what shall I do--what
shall I do--what _shall_ I do?"
What Helen Denby wanted to do was to run away--far away, where Mr.
Donald Estey could never find her. Next best would be to tell Mrs.
Reynolds that she could not see him; but to do that, she would have to
tell why--and she did not want to tell even Mrs. Reynolds the story of
that awful hour at the Thayers' North Shore cottage. True, she might
feign illness and plead a headache; but Mrs. Reynolds had said that Mr.
Estey was to be in London all winter--and she could not very well have a
headache all winter! There was plainly no way but to meet this thing
fairly and squarely. Besides, had not Mrs. Thayer said long ago that
emergencies were the greatest test of manners, as well as of ropes and
housewives, and that she must always be ready for emergencies? Was she
to fail now at this, her first real test?
Mr. Donald Estey was already in the drawing-room when Helen Denby came
down to dinner the following evening. She had put on a simple white
dress--after a horrified rejection of a blue one, her first choice. (She
had remembered just in time that Mr. Donald Estey's favorite color was
blue.) She was pale, but she looked charmingly pretty as she entered the
room.
"You remember Mr. Estey," Mrs. Reynolds murmured. The next moment Helen
found her hand in a warm clasp, and a pair of laughing gray eyes looking
straight into hers.
"Oh, yes, I remember him very well," she contrived to say cheerfully.
"And I remember Mrs. Darling very well," came to her ears in Mr. Donald
Estey's smoothly noncommittal voice. Then she forced herself to walk
calmly across the room and to sit down leisurely.
What anybody said next she did not hear. Somewhere within her a voice
was exulting: "I've done it, I've done it, and I didn't make a break!"
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