The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
Many times before Betty's return late that afternoon, Helen wondered
that a day, just one little day, could be so long. It seemed to her that
each minute was an hour, and each hour a day, so slowly did the clock
tick the time away. She tried to work, to sew, to read. But there
seemed really nothing that she wanted to do except to stand at one of
the windows, her eyes on the massive, white-pillared old house set in
its wide sweep of green on the opposite hill.
What was happening over there? Was there a possible chance that Burke
would question, suspect, discover--anything? How would he like--Betty?
How would Betty like him? How would Betty do, anyway, in such a
position? It was Betty's first experience in--in working for any one;
and Betty--sweet and dear and loving as she was--had something of the
Denby will and temper, as her mother had long since discovered. Betty
was fearless and high-spirited. If she did not like--but what was
happening over there?
And what would the outcome be? After all, perhaps, as the doctor had
said, it was something of a comic opera and farce all in one--this thing
she was doing. Very likely the whole thing, from the first, when she ran
away years ago, had been absurd and preposterous, just as the doctor had
said. And very likely Burke himself, when he found out, would think so,
too. It was a fearsome thing--to take matters in her own hands as she
had done, and attempt to twist the thread in Fate's hands, and wrest it
away from what she feared was destruction--as if her own puny fingers
could deal with Destiny!
And might it not be, after all, that she had been chasing a
will-o'-the-wisp of fancied "culture" all these years? True, she no
longer said "swell" and "grand," and she knew how to eat her soup
quietly; but was that going to make Burke--love her? She realized now
something of what it was that she had undertaken when she fled to the
doctor years ago. She realized, too, that during these intervening years
there had come to her a very real sense of what love, marriage, and a
happy home ought to mean--and what they must mean if she were ever to be
happy with Burke, or to make him happy.
But what was taking place--over there?
At ten minutes before five Betty reached home. Her mother met her
halfway down the stairs.
"Oh, Betty, you--you _are_ here!" she panted. "Now, tell me
everything--every single thing," she reiterated, almost dragging the
girl into the apartment, in her haste and excitement. "Don't skip
anything--not the least little thing; for a little thing might mean so
much--to me."
"Why, mother!" exclaimed Betty, her laughing eyes growing vaguely
troubled. "Do you really _care_ so much?"
With a sudden tightening of the throat Helen pulled herself up sharply.
She gave a light laugh.
"Care? Of course I care! Don't you suppose I want to know what my baby
has been doing all the long day away from me? Now, tell me. Sit right
down and tell me from the beginning."
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