The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"How mother would love to hear you say that!" she cried. "You see,
mother was so afraid I would be--English, or something foreign--educated
as I was almost entirely across the water. But we were with Americans
all the time, and our teachers, except for languages, were Americans,
whenever possible."
"Hm-m; I see. And now you are here in America again. And does your
mother like it--here?"
"Why, I think so."
"And does she like Dalton, too? Perhaps she has been here before,
though." The casual way in which the question was put gave no
indication of the way the questioner was holding his breath for the
answer.
"Oh, yes. She was here several years ago, she says."
"Indeed!" To Burke Denby it was as if something within him had suddenly
snapped. He relaxed in his chair. His eyes were still covertly searching
Betty's serene face bent over her work. Within himself he was saying:
"Well, _she_ doesn't know, whatever it is." Aloud he resumed: "And were
you, too, ever here?"
"Why, yes; but I don't remember it. I was only a year or two old, mother
said."
The man almost leaped from his chair. Then, sternly, he forced himself
to work one full minute without speaking. A dozen agitated questions
were clamoring for utterance, but he knew better than to give them
voice. With a cheery casualness of manner, that made him inordinately
proud of himself, he said:--
"Well, I certainly am glad you came now. I'm sure I don't know what I
should have done, if you hadn't. But, by the way, how did you happen to
come to me?" Again he held his breath.
"Why, through Dr. Gleason. You knew that!"
"Yes, but I know only that. You never did--exactly this sort of work
before, did you?"
"No--oh, no. But there has to be a beginning, you know; and mother says
she thinks every girl ought to know how to do something, so that she
can support herself if it is necessary. And in our case I think--it is
necessary."
Low as the last words were, the man's sensitively alert ear caught them.
"You mean--"
"I mean--I think mother is--is poor, and is trying to keep it from me."
The words came with all the impetuosity of one who has found suddenly a
sympathetic ear for a long-pent secret. "I can see it in so many
ways--not keeping a maid, and being so--so anxious that I shall do well
here. And--and she doesn't seem natural, some way, lately. She's
unhappy, or something. And she goes out so little--almost never, except
in the evening."
"She doesn't care to--to see people, perhaps." By a supreme effort Burke
Denby hid the fever of excitement and rejoicing within him, and toned
his voice to just the right shade of solicitous interest.
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