The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
No reply.
"Miss Darling, what do you mean?"
With a sudden fierce recklessness the girl turned and faced him.
"I mean _that_--just that--what you did now, and a minute ago. The way
you have of--of expecting everybody and everything to bend to your will
and wishes. Oh, I know, it's silly and horrible and everything for me to
say this. But you _made_ me do it. I told you it was impertinent! Don't
you see? I'd have to have love and laughter and sympathy and interest
and--and all that around me. I _couldn't_ be happy here. This house is
like a tomb, and you--sometimes you are jolly and kind and--and _fine_.
But I never know _how_ you're going to be. And I'd die if I had to worry
and fret and fear all the time how you _were_ going to be! Mr. Denby,
I--I couldn't live in such a place, and mother couldn't either. And I--
Oh, what have I said? But you made me do it, you made me do it!"
For one long minute there was utter silence in the room. Burke Denby, at
the library table, sat motionless, his hand shading his eyes. Betty, in
her chair, wet her lips and swallowed convulsively. Her eyes were
frightened--but her chin was high.
Suddenly he stirred. His hand no longer shaded his face. Betty, to her
amazement, saw that his lips were smiling, though his eyes, she knew,
were moist.
"Betty, my dear child, I thought before that I wanted you. I know now
I've _got_ to have you."
Betty, as if the smile were contagious, found her own lips twitching.
"What--do you mean?"
"I mean that your fearless little tirade was just what I needed, my
dear. I _have_ expected everything and everybody to bend to my will and
wishes. I suspect that's what's been the matter, too, all the way up. I
thought once, long ago, I'd learned my lesson. But it seems I haven't.
Here I am up to the same old tricks again. Will you come and--er--train
me, Betty? I will promise to be very docile."
Betty did laugh this time--and the tension snapped. "Train"--the very
word with which she had shocked her mother weeks before!
"Seriously, my dear,"--the man's face was very grave now,--"I want you
to talk this thing over with your mother. I am a lonely old man--yes,
old, in spite of the fact that I'm barely forty--I feel sixty! I want
you, and I need you, and--notwithstanding your unflattering opinion of
me, just expressed--I believe I can make you happy, and your mother,
too. She shall have every comfort, and you shall have love and laughter
and sympathy and interest, I promise you. Now, isn't your heart
softening just a wee bit? _Won't_ you come?"
"Why, of course, I--appreciate your kindness, Mr. Denby, and"--Betty
drew a tremulous breath and looked wistfully into the man's pleading
eyes--"it would be lovely for--mother, wouldn't it? She wouldn't have to
worry any more, or--or--"
Burke Denby lifted an imperative hand. His face lighted. He sprang to
his feet and spoke with boyish enthusiasm.
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