The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
With utter weariness Betty dropped into a chair.
"Mother, why didn't you tell me?" she asked dully, heartbrokenly. "Why
did you let me come here and go to that house day after day and not
know--anything?"
"Why, what--what do you mean?" All the color had drained from Helen
Denby's face.
"Did you ever know a Mrs. Cobb?"
"That woman! Betty, she hasn't--has she been--talking--to you?"
Betty nodded wearily.
"Yes, she's been talking to me, and-- Oh, mother, mother, _why_ did you
come here--_now_?" cried Betty, springing to her feet in sudden frenzy
again. "How could you let me go there? And only to-day--this morning, he
told me he wanted to adopt me! And you--he was going to have us both
there--to live. He said he was so lonely, and that I--I made the sun
shine for the first time for years. And afterwards, when I found out
_who_ he was, I thought he meant it as a salve to heal all the
unhappiness he'd caused you. I thought he was trying to _pay_; and I
told him--"
"You _told_ him! You mean you've seen him since--Mrs. Cobb?"
"Yes. I went back. I told him--"
"Oh, Betty, Betty, what are you saying?" moaned her mother. "What have
you done? You didn't tell him _that_ way!"
"Indeed I did! I told him I knew--everything now; and that he needn't
think he could wipe it out. And he wanted to see you, and I said he
couldn't. I--"
An electric bell pealed sharply through the tiny apartment.
"Mother, that's he! I know it's he! Mother, don't let him in," implored
Betty. But her mother already was in the hall.
Betty, frightened, despairing, and angry, turned her back and walked to
the window. She heard the man's quick cry and the woman's sobbing
answer. She heard the broken, incoherent sentences with which the man
and the woman attempted to crowd into one brief delirious minute all the
long years of heartache and absence. She heard the pleading, the
heart-hunger, the final rapturous bliss that vibrated through every tone
and word. But she did not turn. She did not turn even when some minutes
later her father's voice, low, unsteady, but infinitely tender, reached
her ears.
"Betty, your mother has forgiven me. Can't--you?"
There was no answer.
"Betty, dear, he means--we've forgiven each other, and--if _I_ am happy,
can't you be?" begged Betty's mother, tremulously.
Still no answer.
"Betty," began the woman again pleadingly.
But the man interposed, a little sadly:--
"Don't urge her, Helen. After all, I deserve everything she can say, or
do."
"But she doesn't understand," faltered Helen.
The man shook his head. A wistful smile was on his lips.
"No, she doesn't--understand," he said. "It's a long road
to--understanding, dear. You and I have found it so."
"Yes, I know." Helen's voice was very low.
"And there are sticks and stones and numberless twigs to trip one's
feet," went on the man softly. "And there are valleys of despair and
mountains of doubt to be encountered--and Betty has come only a little
bit of the way. Betty is young."
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