The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
It was later, while Burke was leisurely dressing and planning out the
day before him, that the bothersome question came to him as to how he
should tell Helen. He was reminded, also, emphatically, of the probable
scene in store for him when he should go home at six o'clock that night.
And he hated scenes. For that matter, there would probably be another
one, too, when he told her that he was going away for a time. To be
sure, there was the ten-thousand-dollar check; and of course very soon
he could convince her that it was really all for her best happiness.
After she gave it a little thought, it would be all right, he was
positive, but there was certain to be some unpleasantness at first,
particularly as she was sure to be not a little difficult over his
running--er--rather, _going_ away the night before. And he wished he
could avoid it in some way. If only he did not have to go home--
His face cleared suddenly. Why, of course! He would write. How stupid of
him not to have thought of it before! He could say, then, just what he
wanted to say, and she would have a chance to think it over calmly and
sensibly, and see how really fine it was for her and the baby. That was
the way to do it, and the only way. Writing, he could not be unnerved by
her tears (of course she would cry at first--she always cried!) or
exasperated into saying things he would be sorry for afterwards. He
could say just enough, and not too much, in a letter, and say it right.
Then, early in the following week, just before he was to start on his
trip he would go down to the Dale Street house and spend the last two or
three days with Helen and the baby, picking up his traps, and planning
with Helen some of the delightful things she could do with that ten
thousand dollars. By that time she would, of course, have entirely
come around to his point of view (even if she had not seen it quite
that way at first), and they could have a few really happy days
together--something which would be quite impossible if they should meet
now, with the preceding evening fresh in their minds, and have one of
their usual wretched scenes of tears, recriminations, and wranglings.
For the present, then, he would stay where he was. Helen would be all
right--with Bridget. His father would be overjoyed, he knew; and as for
the few toilet necessities--he could buy those. He needed some new
things to take away. So that was settled.
With a mind at rest again and a heart aflame with joy, Burke hurried
into his garments and skipped downstairs like a boy.
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