The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"Yes; a check. I've got it here. He sent it for a playday, you know,"
nodded Mrs. Denby, shifting the weight of the heavy baby in her arms.
"And--and that's why I came to you."
"To--to me," stammered the doctor, growing suddenly alertly miserable
and nervous again. "A--a playday! But I--I--that is--how--"
"Oh, I'm not going to take the playday. I couldn't even _think_
play--now," she choked. "It's--" Then in a breathless burst it came.
"Doctor, you can--you _will_ help me, won't you?--to learn to stand and
walk and talk and eat soup and wear the right clothes and finger nails
and hair, you know, and not say the wrong things, and everything the way
Burke's friends do--you and all the rest of them--_you_ know, so _I_ can
be swell and grand, too, and he won't be ashamed of me! And _is_ ten
thousand dollars enough to pay--for learning all that?"
From sheer inability to speak, the man could only fall back in his chair
and stare dumbly.
"Please, _please_ don't look at me like that," besought the young woman
frenziedly. "It's just as if you said you _couldn't_ help me. But you
can! I know you can. And I can _do_ it. I know that, too. I read it in a
book, once, about a girl who--who was like me. And she went away and got
perfectly grand clothes, and learning, and all; and then she came back;
and he--he didn't know her at first--her husband, and he fell in love
with her all over again. And she didn't have near so much money as I've
got. Doctor, you _will_ help me?"
The doctor, with his shocked, amazed eyes on the piteously pleading face
opposite, threw up his hands in despair.
"But I--you--Burke-- Oh, Heavens, my dear lady! How utterly, utterly
impossible this all is! Come, come, what am I thinking of?--and you with
not even your hat off yet! And that child! I'll call Hawkins at once. He
and his wife are all there are left here, just now,--my sister's at the
beach. But they'll make you and little Miss Dorothy Elizabeth here
comfortable for the night. Then, to-morrow, after a good sleep,
we'll--we'll fix it all up. I'll get Burke on the long distance, and--"
"Dr. Gleason," interrupted Helen Denby, with a calmness that would have
deceived him had he not seen her eyes, "my husband isn't worrying about
me. He thinks I'm at home now. When he finds I'm not, he'll think I've
gone to my old home town where he _told_ me to go for a visit. He won't
worry then. So that's all right. Don't you see? He's sent me
away--_sent_ me. If you tell him now that I am here, I will walk right
straight out of that door, and neither you nor him nor anybody else I
know shall ever see me again."
"Oh, come, come," protested the doctor, again helplessly.
Once more Helen interrupted.
"Doctor, why can't you be straight with me?" she pleaded. "I had to come
to you. There wasn't anybody else I _could_ go to. And there isn't any
other way out of it--but this. I tell you I've been doing some
_thinking_. All the way down here it's been just think, think, think."
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