him, even though to that pride he principally looked for his own
safety. But might not Miles unintentionally blunder and blurt out the
secret? He had been hot-headed and violent of speech as a boy, and his
conduct at Carabas House on the introduction had proved that he had no
command over his feelings. This was what it was to have to do with
fools. And then Gilbert Lloyd recollected that, on the only other
occasion in his life when the chance of compromising his future was in
the hands of another person, it was his wife to whom the chance was
allotted; and he remembered the perfect security which he felt in her
sense and discretion. His wife! He had not thought of her for a very
long time. He wondered where she was and what she was doing. He
wondered whether she had altered in personal appearance, whether
anyone else had--pshaw! what the deuce did it matter to him?
Nevertheless, he angrily quickened the step with which he was pacing
the room as the thought crossed his mind. O no, Miles would not betray
him! There were other reasons why he should not. Did he not--perhaps
it was a mistake after all his having broken with Gertrude in that
manner? She would have been in his way here and there, perhaps; but
she was wonderfully accommodating, even in letting him have his own
way so far as coming and going were concerned; and how shrewd and
clear-headed she was! So good-looking, too! He found himself idly
tracing her profile with his finger on the table in front of him.
Strange girl--what an odd light there was on her face that--that night
when they parted! And Harvey Gore--O, good Lord! what had started that
vein of thought? That confounded meeting with Miles had upset him
entirely. Harvey Gore!--did Gertrude suspect--she knew. He was
certain, she knew, and that was what--It was for the best that he had
got rid of her; for the best that he was on his own hook--only himself
to consult and rely upon, and no one else with a chance of selling
him. All women were unreliable, and interfered with business. By the
way, what was that Ticehurst was saying as they came away in the
brougham about some woman who had sung in the early part of the
evening, before he got to Carabas House? Ticehurst was wonderfully
enthusiastic for him--such a face, such a figure, such a lovely voice!
These raptures meant nothing serious, Gilbert supposed; at all events
he intended to take care that they should mean nothing serious. That
affair of Eugénie de Meronville, when Ticehurst's admiration very
nearly brought him under an infuriated Frenchman's fire, had been of
infinite service, Gilbert reflected with a grin, in cooling his
lordship's love ardour, and indeed had kept him very much aloof from
the sex. It was better so; if Lord Ticehurst married, more than half
Gilbert Lloyd's influence would be gone, if indeed the turf were not
abandoned, and the "confederate" _chasséd_; and any other arrangement
in which a woman might be concerned would be equally unsatisfactory.
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