who took her life into her own management, after the clear cool-headed
fashion in which it was plain that Gertrude was acting, must have been
rather a difficult wife to manage, and not a particularly safe one to
deceive and injure. From thinking of Gertrude as the wife and the
enemy of Gilbert Lloyd, it was an easy transition to think of Gertrude
as possibly her (Mrs. Bloxam's) enemy--easy, not pleasant--and
significantly encouraging to that lady, in the resolution she had
formed, to treat Gertrude in all respects well, and with loyalty. Mrs.
Bloxam conceived, in the course of her cogitations, a very reasonable
certainty that Gertrude had developed into a kind of person, who, if
she made up her mind to discover the secret of her birth, parentage,
and previous position, would inevitably do so, or make herself
extremely disagreeable in the process of failure. When this notion
associated itself with the recollection of the comfortable sums of
money which she had continued to receive for Gertrude's benefit, when
Gertrude was absent and her fate unknown, Mrs. Bloxam congratulated
herself on the course she had adopted, and made such virtuous
resolutions that she would advance Gertrude's interests in every way
within her power, that she soon succeeded in compounding with her
conscience for the--indiscretion.
When Gertrude made her appearance at the Vale House, Mrs. Bloxam's
anticipations were more than fulfilled. The young woman's easy and
assured grace of manner, the calmness with which she inducted herself
into the place which she had assigned to herself in the establishment,
and the conviction with which she inspired Mrs. Bloxam that, if she
desired to possess her confidence, she must patiently await the time
and manner of her accordance of it, at her own will, were simply
inimitable. The schoolmistress contemplated the girl with wonder and
secret admiration. She had seen so much of the vapidity, the
frivolity, the dependence, and the littleness of feminine human
nature, that (as she did not care for Gertrude sufficiently to be
alarmed by the dangerous side of her complex character) it was a
positive pleasure to her to observe a disposition so exceptional. In
person she was also changed and much improved, though Mrs. Bloxam was
not slow to notice the discordant expression which occasionally
deprived her face of its youthfulness by lending it an intensity
beyond her years.
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