"So do I," assented Mrs. Bloxam; "and all the places one is obliged to
go to are so large and bare." And then the two ladies discussed the
subject just started at great length. Even the climate had little
merit in the prejudiced estimation of Mrs. Bloxam. She had felt it
quite as cold by the Arno as ever she had felt it by the Thames; and
she thought the _tramontana_ was only a piercing wind with a pretty
name. She had felt very much the same sort of thing in London, where
she could take refuge from it in a snug room with warm curtains and a
coal fire. She had no fancy for sitting with her feet baking over
_braise_, and she had seen at Dulwich and Hampton Court pictures
enough to satisfy all her aspirations after art. There was something
educational in the way in which visitors to Florence--and, indeed,
Gertrude herself--did the churches and the galleries which was rather
oppressive to Mrs. Bloxam. She hated all that reminded her of the life
of sordid toil she had lived through and freed herself from; she did
not like to learn anything, because she could not get rid of the
feeling that by doing so she was exposing herself to the danger of
having to teach it again. But all her personal discontent did not
interfere with Mrs. Bloxam's interest in Gertrude, and did not render
her an unpleasant companion. She was not sympathetic; but Gertrude had
been little used to sympathy, and she did not greatly care about
it--it never interfered with her enjoyment of anything, that she had
to enjoy it alone. She did all in her power to make Mrs. Bloxam's life
comfortable and happy, and she never interrupted or withheld her
assent from the frequent reminiscences of Bayswater in which her
friend indulged; but she liked her life in Italy, and she entertained
a strong conviction that, as she had never been so happy before (for
she had come to regard the brief period of her love for Lloyd as an
interval of hallucination), so the future could hardly bring her
anything better. She had no doubts, no fears about success in her
adopted profession. The favourable opinions which had been pronounced
by competent judges in England were confirmed and strengthened by
those to which she attached most value in Italy, and her progress was
surprising to herself and her instructors.
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