While here, he was the young squire; as he passed, the
"hat was plucked from the slavish villager's head;" everybody knew
him, and was anxious to be seen by him; he was the man of the place,
and--Yes, it would not be difficult to make out one's life in that
position; not as a bachelor, of course, but provided he had someone
with him. Someone? No difficulty in finding her! If he knew the
language of laughing eyes, Emily Walbrook would not object to become
the mistress of Rowley Court. And with her father Sir Thomas's money
what might not be done? The old place might be rehabilitated, the lost
lands recovered, the old dignity of the family restored.
But Miles Challoner, being a gentleman and not an adventurer, told
himself, after very little self-examination, that he did not care for
Miss Walbrook, and that he never could care for her, consequently that
he would be a scoundrel to think of proposing for her hand; told
himself further that he only did care and only had cared--apart
from some boyish follies which had not done him nor anyone else any
harm--for one person in the world, Grace Lambert. Did she care for
him? He did not know; but, honestly, he thought she did not. And if
she did, should he bring her there, to Rowley Court, as his wife? Did
he care for her sufficiently to suffer the universal inquiries as to
who she was, the generally uplifted eyebrows and supercilious remarks
when the reply was given? At present she was only known as a young
lady received in excellent society on account of her musical talents;
but if this report was true--this report that she had gone to Italy
with the intention of perfecting herself as a singer on the operatic
stage? A singer? The stage? The general and only notion of the stage
in the neighbourhood of Rowley Court was founded on reminiscences of
the travelling troupe of mummers who had once or twice come to
Bleakholme Fair; poor half-starved creatures, who had performed a
dismal tragedy in an empty barn, by the light of a hoop of guttering
tallow candles. How could he prepare the Bosotian mind of
Gloucestershire to receive as his wife a woman who would bring with
her such associations as these? What would be said by the old county
neighbours, by whom the old Challoner name was yet held in the highest
respect and regard? What by the wealthy new-comers, whose influence
was day by day increasing, and who gave themselves airs of pride and
position and exclusiveness far more intolerable than the loftiest
hauteur of the real territorial _seigneurie?_ Poor Miles! and after
all--even if he had made up his mind to brave all the outcry that
might arise; to say, "I love this woman, and I bestow on her my rank
and my position; accept her as my wife, or leave her alone; think as
you please, talk as you please, and go to the deuce!"--he was by no
means certain that Miss Grace Lambert would see the magnitude of the
sacrifice he was making for her, or, indeed, that she would have
anything to say to him.
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