So it had come at last, he thought. They had met after so long an
estrangement; and that was to be the end of the meeting. No
recognition--he had not expected that--no public recognition, no hint
that they had ever been anything to each other. He recollected the
words that he had addressed to her on their parting; they came surging
up and ringing in his ears: "It is not very likely that we shall ever
run across each other's path in the future, but if we do, we meet as
entire strangers; and the fact of our having been anything to one
another must never be brought forward to prejudice any scheme in which
either of us may be engaged." Memory brought before him the dingy cold
room of the second-rate hotel, with the dying sunlight streaking its
discoloured walls, in which these words had been spoken; brought
before him the slight figure and the deadly pallid face of the girl as
she listened to them, and acquiesced in their verdict. In that verdict
she acquiesced still, was acting up to its spirit, to its very letter.
It was his proposition to leave her alone and unfettered "in any
scheme in which she might be engaged." The fooling, the enslavement of
this idiot Ticehurst, who was a mere tool in his hands, was the game
which she was now playing, at which he was to look on helplessly,
having himself spoken the words which rendered her independent of his
control.
And she, how did she take it? Calmly enough; but not so calmly as
Gilbert Lloyd supposed. She had never gone in for much feeling, and
whatever she had was now completely at her command, far more
completely even than when she last had parted from her husband.
Moreover, while Gilbert had utterly given himself up to the business
of his turf profession, resolutely refusing to think of his wife, or
to acknowledge to himself that there was ever a possibility of their
again being brought into contact, the chance of such a meeting had
often occurred to Gertrude, and the manner in which she would demean
herself, should the occasion arise, had--been thought over by her and
settled in her mind. And now that it had arisen, so far as her outward
demeanour was concerned, she had behaved herself exactly as she had
always proposed. And her facial control was such, that no one looking
at her could have an inkling of what was passing in her mind, which
was fortunate on this occasion, for she was considerably more
disturbed than she had expected. The first sight of her husband was a
complete shock to her, and it was only by the exercise of the greatest
presence of mind that she prevented herself from betraying her
perturbation. When the first shock was past--and she owed it to the
strict discipline of professional training that she was enabled to get
over it so quickly--her thoughts reverted to the subject, and she was
able to discuss it calmly with herself. What brought Gilbert Lloyd to
that place? She knew him well enough to feel sure that there must have
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