time went on, this frame of mind about his unknown daughter became
habitual to Lord Sandilands; and of late he had never remembered
Gertrude's existence, except when an entry in his accounts, under a
certain appointed formula, recalled the fact to his mind.
These were the circumstances on which Lord Sandilands mused, as he
paced his room in the early morning, after he had seen Grace Lambert
at Lady Carabas' concert. The girl's face had risen up before him like
a ghost,--not only her mother's, but that of his own youth; and in the
proud, assured, but not bold glance of her splendid brown eyes a story
which had no successor in the old man's lonely life was written. This
beautiful, gifted girl was his daughter. She might have been the pride
of his life, the darling, the ornament of his home, the light of his
declining years, the inheritor of his fortune, if-if he had done right
instead of wrong, if he had repaired the injury he had done to her,
whose grave lay henceforth and for ever between him and the
possibility of reparation.
"How very handsome she is!" he thought; "and how fine and highly
cultivated her voice! If I had known she possessed such a talent as
that!" And then he thought how that talent might have been displayed
in society, in which the possessor might have mixed on equal terms. A
long train of images and fancies, of vain and bitter regrets, came up
with the strong impression of the girl's grace, beauty, and gifts. Of
her identity there could be no doubt. As Gertrude Gautier had looked
out from the garden-gate, where she had bidden him the fond and
smiling farewell destined to be their last, so this girl, as beautiful
as his lost Gertrude, and with something of grandeur in her look,
which Gertrude had not, and which was the grace added by genius, had
looked that night, as she calmly, smilingly, received the applause of
her audience. As he recalled that look, and dwelt on it in his memory
with the full assurance that his conviction was correct, an idea
struck him. He was a known connoisseur in music, a known patron of
musical art; everyone who was anyone in the musical world sought an
introduction to Lord Sandilands. In the case of Miss Grace Lambert,
his generally extended patronage had been especially requested by Lady
Carabas for her _protégée_. Here was a fair and legitimate expedient
within his reach for securing access to Miss Lambert, without the
slightest risk of awakening suspicion, either in her mind or in that
of sharp-sighted observers, that he was actuated by any particular
motive in this instance. He must see her, he must know her! How
bitterly he lamented now, and condemned himself for the indifference
which had kept him for so many years contented that his child should
be a stranger to him! How ready he was, now that he saw her beautiful
and gifted, to accord credence and attention to the voice of nature,
in which he had never before believed, and which under other
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