Rome -- History -- Republic, 265-30 B.C. -- Fiction
"Eloquent! aye! you are eloquent! Catiline, would I had never learned it
to my cost; but it is too late now! it is all too late! for the rest, I am
awake; and so far, at least, am wise, that I perceive the folly of the
past, and decipher clearly the sophistry of your false teaching. As for
the future, hope is dead, and ambition. Revenge, I seek not; if I did so,
thou art there, on whom to wreak it; for saving thou, and myself only,
none have wronged me. More words are needless. See that thou lay aside thy
plans, and dare not to harm him, or her. He shall not betray thee or
thine; for that will I be his surety and hostage! Injure them, by deed or
by word, and, one and all, you perish! I ask no promise of you—promises
bind you not!—but let fear bind you, for _I_ promise _you_, and be sure
that my plight will be kept!"
"Can this be Lucia Orestilla?" exclaimed Catiline, "this puling love-sick
girl, this timorous, repentant—I had nearly called thee—maiden! Why, thou
fool, what would’st thou with the man farther? Dost think to be his wife?"
"Wife!" cried the wretched girl, clasping her hands together, and looking
piteously in her destroyer’s face. "Wife! wife! and me!—alas! alas! that
holy, that dear, honored name!—Never! never for me the sweet sacred rites!
Never for me the pure chaste kiss, the seat by the happy hearth, the
loving children at the knee, the proud approving smile of—Oh! ye gods! ye
just gods!—a loved and loving husband!—Wife! wife!" she continued, lashing
herself, as she proceeded, into fresh anger; "there is not in the gaols of
Rome the slave so base as to call Lucia Orestilla wife! And wherefore,
wherefore not?—Man! man! if that thou be a man, and not a demon, but for
thee, and thy cursed teachings, I might have known all this—pure bliss,
and conscious rectitude, and the respect and love of men. I might have
been the happy bride of an honorable suitor, the cherished matron of a
respected lord, the proud glad mother of children, that should not have
blushed to be sprung from the wanton Lucia! Thou! it is thou, thou only
that hast done all this!—And why, I say, why should I not revenge? Beware!
tempt me no farther! Do my bidding! Thou slave, that thought’st but now to
be the master, obey my bidding to the letter!" And she stamped her foot on
the ground, with the imperious air of a despotic queen. And in truth,
crest-fallen and heavy in spirit, were the proud men whom she so superbly
threatened.
She gazed at them contemptuously for a moment, and then, shaking her fore
finger menacingly, "I leave ye," she said, "I leave ye, but imagine not,
that I read not your councils. Me, you cannot deceive. With yourselves
only it remains to succeed or to perish. For if ye dare to disobey me, the
gods themselves shall not preserve you from my vengeance!"
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