She replied with abrupt vehemence: "You paid that man or child,
whichever it was, to shut us up in this wretched tower. To-morrow I
shall be ruined ... my reputation lost ... then I shall have perforce to
belong to you. That was your calculation, wasn’t it? But, I warn you,
it will not serve you any better than the rest. You still know me very
little if you think I would not prefer dishonour, the convent, death,
anything, to the vileness of yielding my hand—my life—to yours. And
suppose this infamous trick had succeeded, suppose I had been weak
enough—which of a surety I never shall be—to yield myself, and what you
covet more, my fortune to you, what kind of a man can you be? What mud
are you made of, to desire wealth and a wife by such means? Ah! you may
thank me for not yielding to your wishes. They are imprudent, believe
me; for if ever shame and public ridicule drove me to your arms, I have
such a contempt for you that I would break your heart. Yes, were it as
hard and cold as these stones, I would press blood and tears from it!"
"Mademoiselle," I said, with all the calm I could command, "I beg you to
return to yourself, to your senses. On my honour I assure you that you
do me injustice. Think for a moment. Your suspicions are quite absurd.
In no possible way could I have accomplished the treachery of which you
accuse me; and even if I could have done so, when have I ever given you
the right to think me capable of it?"
"Everything I know of you gives me this right!" she cried, lashing the
air with her whip. "I will tell you once for all what has been in my
thoughts for a long time. Why did you come into our house under a false
name, in a false character? My mother and I were happy and at peace.
You have brought trouble, anxiety, and sorrow upon us. To attain your
object, to restore your fallen fortunes, you usurped our confidence ...
you destroyed our peace ... you have played with our purest, deepest,
and holiest feelings ... you have bruised and shattered our hearts
without pity. That is what you have done or tried to do, it doesn’t
matter which. Well, I am utterly weary of, utterly disgusted with, all
this. I tell you plainly. And when now you offer to pledge your honour
as a gentleman, the honour that has already allowed you to do so many
unworthy things, certainly I have the right not to believe in it—I do
not believe in it."
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