"Oh, I’m not so easily impressed. I am afraid you will have to wait a
little before you get any praises from me. I don’t judge people’s
actions leniently; there is generally more than one explanation of them.
I grant that your behaviour towards Mlle. de Porhoët looks very well,
but——" she paused, shook her head, and went on in a serious, bitter, and
frankly insulting tone, "but I am not at all certain that you are not
paying court to her in the hope that she may make you her heir."
I felt myself grow pale. But, seeing how absurd it would be to answer
this young girl angrily, I controlled myself, and replied grandly,
"Allow me, mademoiselle, to express my sincere pity for you."
She appeared very much surprised. "Your sincere pity?"
"Yes, mademoiselle, the respectful pity to which I think you have a
right."
"Pity!" she said, stopping her horse and slowly turning her disdainful,
half-closed eyes towards me. "I am not so fortunate as to understand
you."
"It is really quite simple, mademoiselle; if disillusion, doubt, and
callousness are the bitterest fruits of long experience, nothing in the
world deserves pity so much as a heart withered by mistrust before it
has even seen life."
"Sir," said Mlle. Laroque, with a strange vehemence, "you do not know
what you are talking about. And," she added more harshly, "you forget
to whom you are speaking!"
"That is true, mademoiselle," I answered gently, bowing. "I may have
spoken without much knowledge, and perhaps I forgot, to some extent, to
whom I was speaking. But you set me the example."
Her eyes fixed on the top of the trees that bordered the road, Mlle.
Marguerite asked, with haughty irony:
"Must I beg your pardon?"
"Most certainly, mademoiselle," I replied firmly, "if either of us
should ask pardon, it is you. You are rich, I am poor; you can humble
yourself.... I cannot."
There was silence. Her tightened lips, her quivering nostrils, and the
sudden whiteness of her forehead, showed what a struggle was going on
within her. Suddenly lowering her whip as if to salute, she said:
"Very well, I beg your pardon."
At the same moment she gave her horse a sharp cut and set off at a
gallop, leaving me in the middle of the road.
I have not seen her since.
_July 30th_.
The calculation of probabilities is never more misleading than when it
has to do with the thoughts and feelings of a woman. After the painful
scene between Mlle. Marguerite and myself, I had not been very anxious
to encounter her. For two days I had not been to the château and I
scarcely expected that the resentment I had aroused in this proud
nature, would have subsided in this short interval. However, about
seven o’clock on the morning of the day before yesterday, when I was
working at the open window of my tower, I heard my name called out in a
most friendly way by the very person of whom I thought I had made an
enemy.
"M. Odiot, are you there?"
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