The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical NovelKirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
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The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical Novel
Kirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction
"I am glad to hear you say that," I answered, kissing her, pleased
beyond everything at the gentle way in which she spoke of my dear
mother.
"Yes, child; and I hope you will be like her in temper and sweetness of
life."
"No one can be that; but what you say makes me very happy, aunt," I
answered, caressing her hand.
"You started right away, then, when you got my letter?" she asked,
toying with my hair.
"Yes, within an hour; but I can never forgive myself for going away as I
did, giving you no chance to speak, and on my knees, dear aunt, I ask
you to forgive me," I answered, slipping down beside her bed and wetting
it with my tears, so sorrowing was my heart at her forlorn state.
"Don’t kneel to me, dear one," she exclaimed, lifting me up. "We were
all mistaken, you least of all; but my whole life has been a mistake,
and from the very beginning. Wrapped up in my strivings, I thought not
of my acts, nor heeded how they appeared to others, only knowing that I
loved you all and labored that you might some day be the better for it.
How mistakenly, though, and oh, how bitterly God has punished me, till
at last my prayer is answered, and He has led you back to me."
"We were to blame, dear aunt, and should have read your heart better.
Now how happy my mother must be, can she but hear your words and know
your heart, for all her life long she wanted to win your love."
"I know it, and she had it above all others on earth; and yet, oh, God,
forgive my pride and wayward moods! I would make no sign. Not even
when she was about to die—but of that, merciful heaven, I did not
dream!" she cried in agony, pressing her hands against her tear-stained
face. Recovering after a while, she went on, but now more gently: "Tell
me, sweet child, how it is that you who were once so slight, yet have
your height and strength at scarce sixteen?"
"I don’t know, dear aunt, unless, as I have heard, all our people were
the same."
"Yes, your father had his growth at your age, and went about the world
as if he were thirty." Then, as if hastening, she went on: "I hope your
Uncle Job is well and happy. We greatly mistook him, and had you stayed
with me, as I wanted, you would perhaps not have been the better for it.
For you must know that all you have done, and all that has happened to
you, I have known about as well as if I had been with you. This you will
wonder at, but I have followed your wanderings as if you were my own
son. My estrangement from your father and mother was all my fault, but
I loved them none the less. When they died I thought to make some
reparation by the care with which I would watch over your young life,
but this failed, and unhappily, like all else. Then as I could not have
you with me, I thought to watch over you and be near should you need my
aid—not forcing myself upon you, but without your knowledge; and so your
life since you left Wild Plum is known to me better than to any one save
yourself."
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