particularly like to see other people enjoying themselves. He seemed to
fancy that laughter should be taken like the Sacrament, and, for his own
part, he preferred not being a communicant. When his only son was killed
in a pitiful frontier skirmish, the old man rode out as usual on the day
following the receipt of the ill news. The gamekeeper said that he drew
up his cob alongside the fence of a paddock wherein was kept an aged
pony that the heir had ridden long ago. He watched the stumbling
pensioner cropping the bright grass for a few minutes, breathed heavily,
turned the cob into the road again, and went on with sharp eyes glancing
emotionless. His daughter-in-law died soon after, and he assumed sole
charge of the young Ellington whom we have seen making a forlorn
pilgrimage under the trees. The young man had received a queer sort of
nondescript education. All the Ellingtons for a generation or two back
had gone in due course to Eton and Oxford, but no such conventional
training was vouchsafed to the latest of the family. The hand of the
private tutor had been heavy upon him, and he was brought up absolutely
without a notion of what his own future might be. He had mooned about
among books to some trifling extent, but the taste for study had never
taken him. The silly mode of culture which he had undergone availed
nothing against the instincts of his race. His grandfather was a sort of
living aberration--a queer variety such as Nature will sometimes
interpolate amid the most steady of strains; but young Ellington's
moods, and tendencies, and capabilities reverted to the old line. Yet,
despite his restless energy, despite his incapacity for that active
thought which makes solitude bearable, he was crushed into the mould
that the Squire had prepared for him. His distractions were few, and in
his vigorous mind, with its longing for instant action, its continual
revolt against self-contained speculation, there arose a dull fear of
the future, a longing for deliverance. It was not a merry existence for
a young man who heard the brave currents of life sounding around and
calling him vaguely to come and adventure himself with the rest. He knew
that the sons of the men who laughed at his grandfather laughed also at
him, and regarded him with a somewhat impertinent wonder, but he dared
explain himself to none, and dared seek companionship with none. This is
why he looked so listless as he lounged toward the sea that fine
afternoon. There was enough all round him to please anyone with an eye
for the quiet beauty of inanimate things. The lights slid and quivered
on the golden windings of the walk. Here and there the beams that came
through were toned into a kind of floating greenness that looked glad
and tender. The light wind overhead set the leaves talking, and their
silky rustle sounded sharp through the low murmur of the near sea. Now
and then came other sounds. A cushat would moan from her high fir-top,
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