In spite of her love and her faith, Rungeah's cheek grew pale and her
eyes filled with tears as she reached the chapel of Tâmsèng. With a
palpitating heart she knelt at the confessional-box, waiting for the
priest to take his place within, and open the small window through
which he heard the confessions of the congregation.
She hears a footstep on the other side. The priest enters, he shuts the
door upon himself and takes his place; he then pulls a cord which opens
the little window of the confessional-box, and shuts at the same time
the door which she had left ajar as she came into the chamber.
The confessional window is open, and the priest coughs a slight cough;
but Rungeah kneels there with her heart beating and her hands folded,
gazing on that ideal and perfect manhood who has given up his life to
save hers.
After a long interval of silence, the voice of the priest breaks upon
her ear, like the boom of a cannon amid a garden of flowers.
"My daughter," said the voice, "confess your sins."
"My father," replies Rungeah, her love and joy breathing from her heart
and struggling for utterance on her lips, "whenever I think of Him,
His goodness and His love, of which I never tire reading, I am filled
with gladness and praise; I am now never weary, never cast down, never
afflicted, nor does my heart or my pulse ever fail me in loving and
adoring Him."
"My daughter," interrupted the priest, suddenly, "this is not
confession; you must tell me of your secret sins, the guilty thoughts,
words, and acts you have cherished, spoken, or committed, when you were
still a believer in the false and horrible doctrines of the Buddha."
A deep flush of pride, which the girl herself does not quite
understand, overspreads her beautiful face, and her lips, still
quivering, remain parted in surprise. Her secret sins and guilty
thoughts! Why blame her for not remembering them?
She was as pure as the snow-flake upon the mountain-top.
She turned her thoughts upon herself, and tried to recall some sin; she
would have given the world to find some grave fault which she could
justly own as hers, to pour into the ears of the impatient priest. But
she could not recall a single one.
"My memory is treacherous, good father," said she; "I cannot now
recall any one of my sins in particular, though I must have done many,
many wrong things, unless, indeed, it is the one I have committed in
forsaking my dear old god Buddha, whom I did truly love and reverence
until I heard and read of the beautiful P'hra Jesu?"
"This is not satisfactory," said the priest, dryly; "you will have to
do penance for such thoughts as these; and where did you read of P'hra
Jesu?"
"Ah!" said the girl, "I have a beautiful book which tells me all about
him."
"But who gave it to you?" persisted the priest.
"I found it in the temple of Adi Buddha Annando, where it was left for
my brother by an American priest."
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