He felt something cold pass over his hand; he started, and became aware
that the good priest had finished his devotions. He tapped gently, and
was told to enter, which he did hesitatingly.
In the middle of the cell sat the priest, who seemed, even in his old
age, full of the vigor of manhood; his legs were crossed, his arms
folded, and his eyes cast down; he did not even raise them at the
entrance of the young man; he was in that semi-stupor commonly called
contemplation. In one corner a narrow plank, quite bare, and a wooden
pillow served for his bed; beside it an old fan, a pot for water, an
earthen vessel for rice, some rude old instruments and books; beyond
these the cell was bare, damp, cold, slimy, and unhealthy. It was
without any light, save where the moonlight fell in ghastly lights and
shadows through the slits in the wall.
"My father," said the young man, as he reverently prostrated himself
before the priest, who half opened his dull eyes, and said: "S'amana
phinong" (peace, brother).
"Alas!" replied Dhamaphat; "in this life there is no peace, no rest, no
freedom from suffering; the endless revolutions of the wheel only crush
out life, to reproduce it again in another form."
"Take the reins, and ride over it, then," said the priest,
meditatively. "What says the Dharma padam?"[8]
"Stop the chariot valiantly; arrest the horses of desire. When thou
hast comprehended that which is made, thou wilt understand that which
is not made,--the uncreate. Some do not know that we must all come to
an end here; but some do know it, and with them all conflicts cease. He
who lives for pleasure only, his passions uncontrolled, immoderate in
his enjoyments, idle and weak, him will the tempter overcome, as the
wind overcomes a worm-eaten tree."
"If we could live a thousand years, it would be worth our while to
struggle after the pleasures of this world. Death comes too soon.
There are many beginnings, but no ending to life. Let us practise the
four virtues, my brother; they alone are real, satisfactory, the true
illuminators of the mind; without this inward illumination, what is
life but darkness, storms, wild, unconscious tumult, the ceaseless
tumbling of the fierce tides of passion; and death, but exhaustion?"
"Alas!" cried the young man, in a voice full of emotion; "is life
indeed such an empty void? Is there no compensation anywhere?"
The priest opened wide his half-closed eyes, looked full into
Dhamaphat's face, and remarked: "Thou art strangely disturbed to-night,
my brother. Is it not well with thee?"
Dhamaphat made no reply.
There was sympathy, and a touch of tender feeling in the voice of the
priest, as he bent close to his young pupil, and said: "What is thy
suffering? Speak freely to me, and I will aid thee to the utmost of my
ability." Saying this, the priest arose, and passed his hand slowly
over the clefts in the wall. Instantly the moon withdrew her light.
At this moment the night-owl suddenly gave a harsh and prolonged cry.
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