"'If you had seemed the "ultimate island" of his bad luck, the finding
of that wretched oil-spring was the penultimate. And his luck seemed to
have turned, too, since he set foot in America; a few months in Texas
had filled his pockets with dollars--actually won at poker! And if a
man is slippery enough to win money from such a crew of toughs, and at
their own game, then his luck must have turned indeed! And then, with
another man, a down-at-heel engineer who was almost his servant--Antony
could always find a servant but never a master, and that was his
trouble--he had set out in the good old way, prospecting for a fortune
in Mexico, rebellions or no rebellions. And actually found it--the oil!
And how he must have thrown a mighty chest, thinking that now he would
show the world and Roger of what stuff Red Antony was made.... But the
only stuff that was proven was that of his luck and his oil. For as I
told you, Iris, it was very good oil, but there was not much of it. And
the rest, the oil that might have been, the oil that would have made
Antony's millions and restored him his self-respect, had to go the way
of his other failures, to add one more corpse to the shambles of who
knows how many failures.
"'And then came the idea of how, after all, he could use that oil!
It came from a profound despair, from a realisation that, do what he
would, he could do nothing well in this world. And realising that,
he came to want nothing, success and happiness or any coveted thing
was too far beyond his reach. But there was one thing, anyway, that
would give him a little more rest after its accomplishment, and which
just might be within his reach; for the first time, in Mexico, he
finally realised that if he was to live he must do something about his
obsession, the very root of his discontent. He must somehow prick and
burst it, so that he could live more smoothly. And how better flatten
the thing out than by bringing my house and goods down on my head?...
"'If a man can come by such an intention at all amiably, so Antony
must have done. There was none of your melodramatic stuff about it. It
merely seemed to him a clear fact that my success was pitted against
his peace of mind, that we must row in the same boat or he would drown
too wretchedly. He wanted now nothing from me, neither money nor
influence; but, in that last year in Mexico, he very definitely made up
his mind that I should have as little of either as ever he had had. So
with that in his mind, and armed with his plans and his tame engineer,
he came to England. And whether you had let him in or not he would have
got into the house. Even Antony wasn't always to be baulked, you know.
And especially in his last venture of all.' ...
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