England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Doug had not behaved as though the shock had left him broken and
stunned and in agony. He had seemed wildly excited, certainly, and his
eyes, whenever they met Christine’s, were glowing with ... “Oh, I don’t
know,” Christine cried aloud. But such eloquence was intoxicating to
remember, afterwards, alone in one’s room....
And he had said, “Plenty of time tomorrow”; and when she had asked
innocently: “To fetch her back?” he shouted “_No_, by God”.... And
Aunt Lavvy’s smile from her to him had been odd and wise and just the
least little bit triumphant. “We must keep the child out of this as
much as possible,” Chris had overheard. And Doug’s reply, “Thank God
you were here!”
And then--and this was the inexplicable part of it all--the next
morning Ursula had returned.
The girl in the room knit her brows in utter perplexity. She supposed
that Louis had already jilted her: “But she didn’t _look_ jilted.
She looked rather specially beautiful!” Perhaps Gladys Willoughby might
be able to clear up the mystery. Only, somehow, Chris did not want to
discuss with Gladys any part of her stay at Grey Stone.
Doug and Ursula had talked alone together. And then Doug had come out
to her, where she disconsolately crouched, hugging her knees, on the
rocks which overhung the purple pools--she named them by the colour of
the seaweed. He was very white under his tan. At least, his skin was
as bronzed as usual, of course, “but his expression was as though his
face were white,” Chris explained to the moon, with a little wriggle of
impatience.
Doug had been brief and stern, and quite unlike his usual boyish merry
self. Unlike last night, too. He had said: “This is good-bye--in a way,
brave little girl. Though I dare say I shall go on seeing as much of
you as before. But I’d hoped---- Never mind that. It’s over. Chris, a
decent chap has first of all got to stand by his wife when she’s ...
down. My poor Teddy--I never dreamt she cared for me as much....” He
halted abruptly. “You understand? If you don’t--you will one day. Or
forget. So much the better. I want you to be happy. And, oh my God, I
could have made you happy, on some South Sea Island, warm white sand
sloping down to the lagoon....”
“It didn’t sound so _frightfully_ different from Polpinnock Cove,”
reflected Christine. “But then he says he’s no good at words.”
A small black cloud wobbled jerkily across the sun, blotting it out,
just at the moment when he bent and kissed her. His farewell kiss. And
Christine knew that for her and for him the brightness of life was over.
True, Aunt Lavvy had been a perfect darling, and had said that
Christine must come as her guest to the Laburnums for a really jolly
home sort of Christmas. Aunt Lavvy was wonderful; for though she must
know that no jollity could really cheer Chris after her tragedy, yet it
was sweet of her to try and give her something to look forward to.
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