England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Giving up your room. Look here, Ursula, squarely, between you and me,
you must have meant to get something out of it. What?”
Ursula understood that if she disclaimed all hidden purpose of a
benefit in the matter, there would be no other name for her than a
prig, from the viewpoint of her sister and brothers. Simple nobility
was indeed a completely priggish quality. Ursula felt ashamed. Even
Bunny would censure her for it, in his soul. Even Hal, whom she had
rescued....
“Well, d’you suppose I was just ‘being good’ for its own sake?” scoffed
Ursula, thereby thoroughly deserving to be termed traitor.
Nina nodded, placated. “Tell me, though?”
“It’s my business.”
“Something from Aunt Lavvy? From Dad? From Hal?”
Tiny green imps twinkled for a second in Ursula’s eyes.... Already
Nina was mentioning Hal’s name with some of the old reverence. Already
Nina was arrogant.... Ursula had not been to school herself, but she
had learnt enough from her brothers and sisters not to remind Nina of
hysterics, though not enough to refrain from regret that decency should
forbid such gentle reminder.
“Don’t be a nuisance, Nina. I’ll say what I like, and shut up when I
like.”
“You needn’t think you can be as cheeky as you like, though, in this
room. It was mine before you came to share it, so in a way I’ve given
up as much as you.”
Ursula turned, not an indignant scarlet as Nina expected, but white.
Nina?--why, Nina had never cared about her room except to sleep in
it, never minded how many visitors at the Laburnums overlapped her
return home from her own visits, was quite content to have the shrine
spoken of as the “spare-room” during her absence. Nina never fled to
her room during trouble, she’d be just as content if her hockey group
photographs and silver cups had their place anywhere else in the house.
Oh, Ursula was sure--surer than sure--that the strange listening
_growing_ feeling never happened to Nina in solitude.
And now Nina was claiming an equal part in the sacrifice.... Put in
that desperately reasonable way, it certainly had the appearance of
being a half-and-half affair, but--would it truly look like that
to--to whoever attended to haphazard sacrifices which came drifting
up from the world? Might Ursula not even say to herself that she, and
no one else, responsible by seeing Hal in his lordliness, was also
responsible for keeping him so?
For there was no damage done that would not be covered by the new skin
even now growing thickly over his rawness.
Nina, with a last sturdy backward brush at her gleaming hair, swung
to the door, ready for breakfast. She was careless and spruce and
clear-cut as ever. Ursula remembered the days when she had worshipped
her for these effects.
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