England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
SCHOOL, after the first hot indignation, had proved not so bad. It was
a simple and more impersonal matter to share with a dozen than with
one. Besides, expecting an atmosphere like warm clinging toffee, sweet
and sentimental and tenacious, she had found instead a community of
off-hand young women, encouraged by their mistresses to strive for
fitness, hygiene and efficiency--a collection of embryo Ninas, in fact.
Ursula adapted herself swiftly to these conditions, glad that too
cloying intimacy was “not done.” She was not by any means the Favourite
of the School nor the Queen of the Upper Fifth.... The night of the
fancy-dress ball was the first time she was ever conspicuous at Miss
Luther’s. When Douglas Barrison saw her again, she was sedate in navy
blue and a white flannel shirt; Gwen’s little friend on a week’s visit
to the house; very shy and unimportant; hair in a “door-knocker.” “Yes,
thank you, Mr. Barrison, I enjoyed the dance very much----”
But no repetition of wild and vivid behaviour would have fascinated him
like this sudden baffling change and withdrawal.
He won her on scenery, mainly. Big lonely romantic scenery. Wide
Pacific seas, the Southern Cross overhead.... She thought he found
difficulty in talking about it all--“Civilization’s all right--but
sometimes a man feels he wants to be up against things ... to sleep on
a bed of fern or the hard earth itself----”
When Doug stayed overnight with friends, he would nearly always, with
his peculiarly jolly, open-air laugh, reject the comforts of the spare
room. “Oh, I’m an old campaigner.... I can turn in anywhere ... on the
floor--in a barn. Once, I remember, I slept----”
His sufferings when he wore a collar and trousers and such ordinary
European raiment, and his relief when he could cast them off, seemed
almost disproportionately exaggerated. “A loose shirt and a pair of old
shorts’ll do me any time, thank you.”
He liked makeshifts in the midst of civilization: to find a door locked
so that he had to enter by a window, genuinely pleased him. It was so
virile. A row was virile, too.... It was disappointing to pugnacity
when coal-heavers, navvies and bargees were civil.
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