"But, father, please, I--I am getting too big," sobbed Christine.
"Too big!" he roared. "Great Scot! Why, you little whipper-snapper,
you're just beginning to get big enough to look well in 'em. Too big!
Say, you're just getting a shape that's worth noticin'. I suppose that
peanut aristocrat friend of yours has told you it ain't swell or proper
to wear tights. He'll get his back broke some of these days, if he puts
ideas into that silly head of yours. Too big! Say what's the matter
with you, Christine? Why, they're just beginning to talk about what a
fine shape--"
"Thomas Braddock!" exclaimed his wife furiously. The girl had dropped
down on one of the seats, burying her flushed face in her arms.
"Well, confound it," he mumbled, vaguely conscious of a shamed sense of
the old manhood. "I didn't mean to upset her like that. But, lookee
here, Mary, I don't want no more of this nonsense about her doing a
side-saddle menage act. She's a world beater at the other thing. I
won't listen to this guff. That ends it. You go on doing this work with
Tom Sacks, Christie. I don't give a rap whether the Jenison 'Joy' likes
it or not."
Christine sprang to her feet, her face convulsed.
"I shall ask Colonel Grand to help me. He owns part of the show. His
interest and mother's together are greater than yours--"
"Christine!" cried her mother, stunned.
His face went grayish white; the cigar hung loosely in his parted lips,
and a thin stream of saliva oozed from the opposite corner. He tried to
speak but could not. She unconsciously had struck a blow that hurt to
his innermost, neglected soul.
"I'll show you who's boss of this show," he managed to articulate at
last. Suddenly his knees gave way under him. He sagged heavily forward,
dropping to the board seat. With one last desperate, stricken glare in
his eyes, he lowered his head to his arms. A mighty sob of utter
humiliation rent his body.
Mary Braddock hesitated for an instant, then impulsively laid her hand
on her husband's shoulder. A wave of pity for this wretch surged into
her heart.
"Don't, Thomas! Be a man! Everything will be well again, boy, if you'll
only make a stand for yourself. I will help you--I will always help
you, Tom. You know I--"
He shook off her pitying hand and struggled to his feet. Without a
glance at her or at their terrified daughter, he flung himself from the
tent and tore across the lot as though pursued by demons. By the time
he found Colonel Grand and David in the animal tent, however, his blind
rage had dwindled to ugly resentment; the overwhelming shame his own
child had brought to the surface shrank back into the narrow
selfishness from which, perhaps, it had sprung.
Five minutes before, he had wanted to kill. Now he was ready to
compromise.
"Grand," he said hoarsely, "I'm going to sell out--I'm going to get out
of this. I'm going to Cincinnati to-night and look up Barnum's man.
He's ready to buy."
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