"My soul is black. It is already charred by the fires of hell. I was a
traitor to our beloved cause, although acquitted of the charge by fraud
and deception. I killed my own father. I would have killed others. My
nephew has long borne the stain of guilt that is going with me to a
dishonored grave. I go with the brand of Cain on my soul. There will be
no rest for me in the hereafter. I have not the courage to ask God to
be merciful. But I believe in God. I have tried not to believe in him.
I have denied him all my life. To-day, for the first time in memory, I
can say--and it is with my last breath--I can say that I thank God for
one great act of mercy. He has permitted me to live long enough, with
this bullet in me, to say to the world that my nephew, David Jenison,
is as innocent as I am guilty."
"Well," said Grinaldi the clown, his voice doleful in contrast to the
cheery smile he assumed, when it came time for all to go to the
cook-tent for dinner, "I dessay we'll 'ave to stop calling you Jack
Snipe. Wot's more, David, you'll be going back to Virginia at once and
settling down to be a genuine gentleman. Afore you think of going, my
lad, let it be fully impressed in your 'eart that we all love you and
we all wish you the greatest 'appiness in the world. You 'ave been a
very poor clown, but I dessay 't is more the fault of your bringing up
than anything else. A clown 'as to be born, David, just the same as any
other genius. I suppose it's too soon yet to talk about your plans--wot
you intend to do fust."
"First of all, Joey," said David, his face aglow with the fervor that
was crowding up from the depths of his grateful soul, "I want to say to
you and to all of you, that if I live to be a thousand years old I
shall never forget how good and how kind you have been to me. My home
will always be yours, my friends, just as your home has been mine.
Jenison Hall will bid you welcome, come what may. You will find Joey
Grinaldi there. My home is his, when he chooses to forsake the ring.
And Ruby's, too. God bless and reward all of you!"
"When are you going to leave us, David?" asked one of the women.
David put his finger to the bruised spot on his cheek.
"My career as a clown in Van Slye's show ended when that blow was
struck. You know quite well that I could not have stayed after that,
even though other conditions were unchanged. I cannot eat of that man's
bread; I cannot serve him. I have no trunk to pack, you know. Just that
old satchel of Joey's, in which my linen is carried. So I am walking
out of this tent now, free in more ways than one. When I come again I
shall pay my way at the main entrance. No! Don't ask me to go to the
cook-tent! It is impossible. As for my plans, I--"
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