Once he was saying: "It is too good to be true. I came unbidden,
determined to learn how I stood with you. I could not wait. When I saw
you to-day, I said to myself that you had grown away from me. I told
myself I should have to win you all over again. You seemed
unapproachable. You were so wonderful, Christine--so utterly beyond
anything I had expected to find. I was alarmed, I was actually
dismayed. But I told myself that I would win you; I would begin all
over again and I--"
"You saw me to-day?" she interrupted in surprise. "Where?"
"I was waiting for you at the station--far back in the crowd. I wanted
to see you in that way first. Your mother and I met there. She did not
tell you. She asked me to come to-night, but she was careful to give me
no hope. You will never know the doubts and fears that have beset me
all this long evening. And then you came in. I was dazed. I was all
a-tremble. And then to find that--that I had had all my fears for
nothing! Why--why, I could have died for joy! You did not hesitate. You
swept me off my feet. When you kissed me, Christine, I--I--it was as if
night had turned to day in--"
"I have gone on loving you, David, from the beginning. There never has
been a moment in which I have ceased to do so. Ah, you had nothing to
fear. But I! Oh, my dear one, I was never free from doubt--never quite
certain. You were so far above me that I--"
"Don't say that!"
"That I was sure you would not take our--our love dream seriously. When
you came to be a man, with all that manhood meant to you, I felt
somehow that you would forget the little circus girl who--"
He kissed her. Then she was silent for a long time.
"Your mother was telegraphing me to-day to come," he said after a time.
"Did you know that she intended to do so?"
"No. I only knew that she would do it--soon. She had promised--both of
us, you know."
"Have you never asked her to send me the message?"
"Never! How could I? I would not have held you to the compact. Nor
would she."
"And have you not told her that you cared for me all these years?
Didn't she know?"
"Listen, David," she said seriously. "My mother has never spoken of our
compact. She did nothing to influence me. She was content to let time
take its course--and nature, too. Ah, how wise she is! But all this
time I have been conscious of a strange feeling that she was making me
over anew with but one object in view. She wanted me to be all that you
could expect, demand, exact, if you were to come some day to--to look
me over, to see if I was--was worth the effort. Yes, David, she
prepared me against this day. She worked with me, she planned, she
denied herself everything to give me all that you might wish for in a--"
"My dear, you had everything to begin with," he began gallantly, but
she checked him with a shake of her head.
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