There came swiftly to mind the hazy, indistinct interior of a
dressing-tent, with its mysterious lights and strange people, just as
it had appeared to him on that first, never-to-be-forgotten night. He
felt himself again emerging from that state of insensibility to look
upon the queer, unfamiliar things that were to become quite real to
him. And out of the phantasmalian group of objects there grew a single
slim, well-remembered figure in red, to dazzle him with her strange,
unexpected beauty, and to soothe him with an unspoken faith that began
then and had not yet faltered in her lovely eyes. She had given him
food. She had said he was no thief. It all came back to him. He had
looked upon her as an angel then--a strange, unfamiliar angel in the
garb she wore, but an angel, just the same.
Now he knew that love began with the first glimpse he had of her. It
was as if she had been revealed to him in a vision. His mind swept
along over the rough days that followed. He saw her again in the ring,
in the dressing-tent--everywhere. Then there was that night under the
grocer's awning--that sweetest of all nights in his life!
And now she was here, with him again, but amidst vastly different
surroundings. She was here, and she would need him now as he had needed
her then. It was for him now to present himself as the bulwark between
her and the fickle, disdainful world of which she had become a part.
She was no longer the self-reliant, petted creature of the circus,
where environment and adversity formed a training-school for disaster,
but a delicate, refined flower set out in a new soil to thrive or
wither as the winds of prejudice blow. In the other days she could have
laughed with glee at the vagaries of that self-same wind, but now, ah,
now it was different. She was not Little Starbright.
He drew her closer. She trembled in the clasp of his arms. Her firm,
full young breast rose and fell in quick response to the driving
heart-beats. Again his thoughts shot back to the prophetic, perfect
figure of the girl at fifteen. He fought off a certain delicious,
overpowering intoxication, and forced himself to a bewildered
contemplation of her present powers of resistance to the hard problems
of life. She was strong of body, strong of heart, strong of spirit, but
was she strongly fortified with the endurance that must stand unshaken
through a period of sorrow and shame and--disgrace?
Again he looked into her half-closed eyes. He saw there the serene
integrity of Mary Braddock; the light of that woman's character was
strongly entrenched in the soul of Christine Braddock. He experienced a
sudden sense of relief, of comfort. She was made of the flesh and
spirit that endures. Product was she of Thomas Braddock in his
physically honest days, and of Mary, his wife, in whose veins flowed
the strain of a refinement elementally so pure that the bitterest
things in life had proved incapable of destroying a single drop of its
sweetness.
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