"I will," cried Scales. "Give me your hand. Stand up--like a man.
Now, grasp it firmly. Firmly, man; a good grip.--That's better. Now,
listen! What are you to do?"
"Yes: tell me quickly. My own strength is gone."
"I'll tell you, then," said the doctor. "Give yourself up to me as if
you were a man who could not swim."
"Don't talk about the water, Jack. For God's sake, don't!"
"I _will_ talk about the water, and you shall listen. Now, then, you
must act as if you were helpless and I a strong swimmer. You must trust
to me. Recollect, if you struggle and fight against me, you must
drown--morally drown: the black waters will close over your spirit, and
nothing that I can do will save you. Now, then, drowning man, is it to
be trust in the swimmer?--That's right!" he cried, as Scarlett placed
his hands upon his arm--"that's well. I won't leave you, James
Scarlett, till you are sound and strong as I am now!"
The stricken man made an effort to speak, but the words would not come.
He could only gaze wistfully in his friend's face, his wild eyes looking
his gratitude, while they seemed to promise the fidelity of a dog.
"That's right, old fellow. Now, we pretty well understand each other,
only I've got to preach at you a little. First of all, I must have full
confidence, you know. You must come to me with every symptom and
sensation."
"I will tell you everything," said Scarlett humbly.
"And I would just make up my mind to meet my troubles like a man. You
have yours now; and they come the more painfully after a long course of
prosperity and happiness; but even then, old fellow, life is too good a
gift to talk of throwing it away."
Scarlett shuddered, and the doctor watched him narrowly.
"Existence accompanied by a most awful fit of neuralgia would not be
pleasant; but all the same I would not refuse it, even with those
conditions, for the intervals when the neuralgia is not stinging you are
about the most delicious moments by contrast that can be imagined."
"Yes, yes; of course."
"Well, then, now let us go and join them on the lawn. What do you say
to beginning to fight the nervous foe at once?"
"Yes, at once," said Scarlett, speaking as if under the influence of the
doctor.
"Come along, then; and we shall master yet."
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