“She doesn’t want to hear or see anybody except one man,” affirmed
Catherine, now in complete control of her voice. “And she was humming a
song, did you say? She who would sit for hours without making a sound.
And God knows what song it could have been!”
“Yes, there’s a great change in her,” admitted Peyrol with a heavy sigh.
“This lieutenant,” he continued after a pause, “has always behaved
coldly to her. I noticed him many times turn his face away when he saw
her coming towards us. You know what these epaulette-wearers are,
Catherine. And then this one has some worm of his own that is gnawing at
him. I doubt whether he has ever forgotten that he was a ci-devant boy.
Yet I do believe that she does not want to see and hear anybody but him.
Is it because she has been deranged in her head for so long?”
“No, Peyrol,” said the old woman. “It isn’t that. You want to know how I
can tell? For years nothing could make her either laugh or cry. You know
that yourself. You have seen her every day. Would you believe that
within the last month she has been both crying and laughing on my breast
without knowing why?”
“This I don’t understand,” said Peyrol.
“But I do. That lieutenant has got only to whistle to make her run after
him. Yes, Peyrol. That is so. She has no fear, no shame, no pride. I
myself have been nearly like that.” Her fine brown face seemed to grow
more impassive before she went on much lower and as if arguing with
herself: “Only I at least was never blood-mad. I was fit for any man’s
arms.... But then that man is not a priest.”
The last words made Peyrol start. He had almost forgotten that story. He
said to himself: “She knows, she has had the experience.”
“Look here, Catherine,” he said decisively, “the lieutenant is coming
back. He will be here probably about midnight. But one thing I can tell
you: he is not coming back to whistle her away. Oh no! It is not for her
sake that he will come back.”
“Well, if it isn’t for her that he is coming back then it must be
because death has beckoned to him,” she announced in a tone of solemn,
unemotional conviction. “A man who has received a sign from
death--nothing can stop him!”
Peyrol, who had seen death face to face many times, looked at
Catherine’s fine brown profile curiously.
“It is a fact,” he murmured, “that men who rush out to seek death do not
often find it. So one must have a sign? What sort of sign would it be?”
“How is anybody to know?” asked Catherine, staring across the kitchen at
the wall. “Even those to whom it is made do not recognize it for what it
is. But they obey all the same. I tell you, Peyrol, nothing can stop
them. It may be a glance, or a smile, or a shadow on the water, or a
thought that passes through the head. For my poor brother and
sister-in-law it was the face of their child.”
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