With only a slight touch on his knee she sprang to her feet. Réal stood
up too.
“He can do nothing to me,” he mumbled.
“Don’t tell him anything. Nobody can guess what he thinks, and now even
I cannot tell what he means when he speaks. It was as if he knew a
secret.” She put an accent into those words which made Réal feel moved
almost to tears. He repeated that Peyrol could have no influence over
him, and he felt that he was speaking the truth. He was in the power of
his own word. Ever since he had left the Admiral in a gold-embroidered
uniform, impatient to return to his guests, he was on a service for
which he had volunteered. For a moment he had the sensation of an iron
hoop very tight round his chest. She peered at his face closely, and it
was more than he could bear.
“All right. I’ll be careful,” he said. “And Catherine, is she also
dangerous?”
In the sheen of the moonlight Arlette, her neck and head above the
gleams of the fichu, visible and elusive, smiled at him and moved a step
closer.
“Poor Aunt Catherine,” she said.... “Put your arm round me, Eugène....
She can do nothing. She used to follow me with her eyes always. She
thought I didn’t notice, but I did. And now she seems unable to look me
in the face. Peyrol too, for that matter. He used to follow me with his
eyes. Often I wondered what made them look at me like that. Can you
tell, Eugène? But it’s all changed now.”
“Yes, it is all changed,” said Réal in a tone which he tried to make as
light as possible. “Does Catherine know you are here?”
“When we went upstairs this evening I lay down all dressed on my bed and
she sat on hers. The candle was out, but in the moonlight I could see
her quite plainly with her hands on her lap. When I could lie still no
longer I simply got up and went out of the room. She was still sitting
at the foot of her bed. All I did was to put my finger on my lips and
then she dropped her head. I don’t think I quite closed the door....
Hold me tighter, Eugène, I am tired.... Strange, you know! Formerly, a
long time ago, before I ever saw you, I never rested and never felt
tired.” She stopped her murmur suddenly and lifted a finger
recommending silence. She listened and Réal listened too, he did not
know for what; and in this sudden concentration on a point, all that had
happened since he had entered the room seemed to him a dream in its
improbability and in the more than lifelike force dreams have in their
inconsequence. Even the woman letting herself go on his arm seemed to
have no weight as it might have happened in a dream.
“She is there,” breathed Arlette suddenly, rising on tiptoe to reach up
to his ear. “She must have heard you go past.”
“Where is she?” asked Réal with the same intense secrecy.
“Outside the door. She must have been listening to the murmur of our
voices....” Arlette breathed into his ear as if relating an enormity.
“She told me one day that I was one of those who are fit for no man’s
arms.”
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