Vincent remarked the nervous agitation of the frail figure with a
concern augmented by a fit of coughing which came on the Admiral. He was
quite alarmed by its violence. He watched the Commander-in-Chief in the
Mediterranean choking and gasping so helplessly that he felt compelled
to turn his eyes away from the painful spectacle; but he noticed also
how quickly Lord Nelson recovered from the subsequent exhaustion.
“This is anxious work, Vincent,” he said. “It is killing me. I aspire to
repose somewhere in the country, in the midst of fields, out of reach of
the sea and the Admiralty and dispatches and orders, and responsibility
too. I have been just finishing a letter to tell them at home I have
hardly enough breath in my body to carry me on from day to day.... But I
am like that white-headed man you admire so much, Vincent,” he pursued,
with a weary smile, “I will stick to my task till perhaps some shot from
the enemy puts an end to everything.... Let us see what there may be in
those papers you have brought on board.”
The secretary in the cabin had arranged them in separate piles.
“What is it all about?” asked the Admiral, beginning again to pace
restlessly up and down the cabin.
“At the first glance, the most important, my Lord, are the orders for
marine authorities in Corsica and Naples to make certain dispositions in
view of an expedition to Egypt.”
“I always thought so,” said the Admiral, his eye gleaming at the
attentive countenance of Captain Vincent. “This is a smart piece of work
on your part, Vincent. I can do no better than send you back to your
station. Yes ... Egypt ... the East.... Everything points that way,” he
soliloquised under Vincent’s eyes, while the secretary, picking up the
papers with care, rose quietly and went out to have them translated and
to make an abstract for the Admiral.
“And yet who knows!” exclaimed Lord Nelson, standing still for a
moment. “But the blame or the glory must be mine alone. I will seek
counsel from no man.” Captain Vincent felt himself forgotten, invisible,
less than a shadow in the presence of a nature capable of such vehement
feelings. “How long can he last?” he asked himself with sincere concern.
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