Country life -- England; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century
On a small table in this room lay a rich fan belonging to Mary Chaworth,
which the old woman told us had been laid down by her there on some
particular occasion--perhaps the last time she used it, and, therefore,
was never moved from the spot. We observed, too, another of those little
incidents of family history in this house, which have something
peculiarly touching in them. On the staircase stood the sea-chest of a
son who died at sea. It stood as it had been sent home after his death,
sealed up, and the seals still unbroken. Poor Nanny Marsland said
sorrowfully--“Ah, poor fellow! he was a pious lad; he would fain have
been a clergyman, but he could not be that--for the living went to his
elder brother. He did not like the sea; but he used to write to the poor
dear lady, his mother, and say--‘God’s will be done!’ Eh! what sweet
letters he used to send, if you could but have heard them--but it’s all
one--he’s gone; and his poor mother, that used to sit and cry over
them--she’s gone too!”
From the drawing-room we passed to the one called the terrace-room, from
its opening by a glass door upon the terrace, which runs along the top
of the garden at right angles with the house, and level with this second
story, descending to the garden by a double flight of broad stone steps,
in the middle of its length, which is about eighty yards. This room
formerly contained the billiard-table, and in it Mary Chaworth and her
noble lover passed much time. He was fond of the terrace, and used to
pace backwards and forwards upon it, and amuse himself with shooting
with a pistol at a door. It was here that she last saw him, with the
exception of a dinner-visit, after his return from his travels. It was
here that he took his last leave of Mary Chaworth, when
He went his way,
And ne’er repassed that hoary threshold more.
It was here, then, those ill-fated ones stood, and lingered, and
conversed, for at least two hours. Mary Chaworth was here all life and
spirit, full of youth, and beauty, and hope. What a change fell upon her
after-life! She now stood here, the last scion of a time-honoured race,
with large possessions, with the fond belief of sharing them in joy with
the chosen of her life. Never did human life present a sadder contrast!
There are many reasons why we should draw a veil over this mournful
history, much of which will never be known; suffice it to say, that it
was not without most real, deep, and agonizing causes, that years after,
In her home, her native home,
She dwelt begirt with growing infancy,
Daughters and sons of beauty,--but behold!
Upon her face there was the tint of grief,
The settled shadow of an inward strife,
And an unquiet drooping of the eye,
As if its lid was charged with unshed tears.
It was not without a fearful outraging of trusting affections, the
desolation of a spirit trodden and crushed by that which should have
shielded it, that
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