As he entered the House that afternoon to be heckled with questions
which he dared not answer truthfully, he wished that he had been born
not to politics but to sportsmanship. He wished that he had carried on
his undergraduate love of games, had kept himself fit, had joined the
army as a subaltern in August, ’14, and had found the German bullet upon
which his name had been written. In such a way, at any rate, he could
better have served his country than by being at that grave moment an
impotent piece on the political chessboard. Both publically and
privately this man felt himself to be a failure. In the House of Commons
he was more or less friendless, regarded as an unreliable party man. In
his home he was a lodger, ignored by the woman who ran his house. He was
without love, joy, kindness, the interest and devotion of any one sweet
person who could put her soft fingers on his forehead and give him back
his optimism. He was like Samson shackled to the windlass which he
pushed round and round with gradually diminishing strength.
III
Lola spent the afternoon with Ernest Treadwell. Loyalty to her old
friend took her to the public library on her way back to lunch to ask
him to fetch her for a little walk in the afternoon. The flash of joy
that came into that boy’s eyes at the sight of her rewarded her well and
sufficiently. To tell the truth, she would much have preferred to devote
the whole of that afternoon to daydreams, but she knew, no one better,
the peculiar temperament of young Treadwell and his hungry need of the
inspiration which she alone could give him. But just as the boy arrived,
a telegram was handed in addressed abruptly to “Breezy, 77 Queen’s Road,
Bayswater.” It was opened, naturally enough, by John, who, to the
astonishment of half a dozen customers, emitted a howl of rage. Getting
up from his chair behind the glass screen, he wobbled into the back
parlor where Lola was seated with Ernest, deciding as to whether they
should take the motor bus to Wimbleton Common or the train to Windsor.
With an air of comic drama, though he did not intend it to be comic, the
watchmaker flung the telegram upon the crowded table. The remains of
lunch hobnobbed with kodaks, tissue paper, balls of string and empty
cardboard boxes. The telegram fell on a pat of butter and to Ernest
Treadwell’s imaginative eye it looked like a hand grenade stuck into a
blob of clay. To him, somehow, there was always something sinister about
a telegram. Was this one going to ruin the brief happiness of his
afternoon?
It was from Feo and ran like this. “I shall need you at six o’clock.
Sorry. You had better be at Dover Street at five-thirty. Am dining in
town.”
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