Leaning on the parapet side by side they watched the waters go by, dark
and solemn, undisturbed even by the passing of a barge, licking the
stonework away below. And as they stood there, moved to great emotion,
Big Ben sang the hour. It was ten o’clock. On a seat behind them four
men were grouped in attitudes of depression,—hungry, angry. A little way
to their right stood that place in which the so-called leaders sat up to
their necks in the problems of the world, impotent, bewildered.
And finally Chalfont said, “I see. Well, I wish you luck, little Lola,
and I congratulate you on loving like that. Oddly enough, we both love
like that. I wish to God——”
And as Lola moved away she put her hand through his arm as a sister
might have done, which was better than nothing; and they walked back
along that avenue of broken men, that street of weary feet, up
Northumberland Avenue and back into the lights and the whirl. “I think
I’ll leave you now,” said Lola. “There’s a cold hand on my heart. I want
to be alone.”
And so, without a word, Chalfont hailed a passing taxi, opened the door,
handed Lola in, and stood back, very erect, very simple, with his cork
arm most uncomic. And before the cab started he flung up his left hand
to the peak of his cap, not as though saluting a company of boy scouts
or a queen, but the woman he loved, the woman he would always love, the
woman for whom he would wait on the other side of the Bridge.
And all the way to Dover Street Lola wept.
VIII
In the servants’ sitting room Simpkins was sitting alone, not reading,
not smoking; thinking of Lola and of the inn at Wargrave which had
become so detestable,—a dead ambition, the ghost of a dream. And when
the door opened and Lola let herself in, tear-stained, he sprang to his
feet, gazing in amazement. Lola—dressed like a lady—crying.—But she held
up her hand, went swiftly across the room and out, upstairs. She was
back an hour and a half too soon. There was no need for Ellen to slip
down and open the door. The evening had been a dismal failure. It would
be a long time before she would play Cinderella again,—although the
Prince loved her and had told her so.
But instead of going through the door which led to the servants’
quarters, she stood for a moment in the corridor through which Simpkins
had taken her when she had first become an inmate of that house and once
more she stayed there against the tapestry with a cold hand on her
heart. Simpkins loved her. Treadwell loved her. Chalfont loved her, but
oh, where was Fallaray? What a little fool she had been ever to suppose,
in her wildest dreams, that Fallaray, Fallaray would see her and stop to
speak, set alight by the love in her eyes! What a silly little fool.
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