And when Feo heard the front door bang, she remained where she was lying
until the hour was fulfilled, with the hand that he had shaken all
stiff, and with two tears running slowly down her face.
Disappointment.—Disappointment.
II
Lola woke early and went to the window and pulled up the blind. The sun
was shining and half a dozen London sparrows were chirping and hopping
about in the back yard of one of the houses in Bond Street. One poor
anæmic tree stood in the middle of it, and an optimist, condemned to
live in the city, had worked on the small patch of earth and made a
little garden where cats met at night and sang duets and swore, and
talked over all the feline gossip of the neighborhood, fighting from
time to time to keep their claws in, to the cruel derangement of the bed
of geraniums, which looked that morning as though the Germans had passed
over it.
All Lola’s dreams during the night had been filled with tragedies, but
the effect of the one that was upon her still was that she had died,
withered up, after having been left by Fallaray in the corridor where
she had been caught by him in tears,—unable, because, for some reason,
there had been a cold hand on her heart, to jump at the great and
wonderful opportunity that had come to her and which she had worked so
long to achieve. And in this last just waking dream, the reality of
which still left her awed, she had stood, bewildered, on the unfamiliar
side of a short wide bridge, to be faced suddenly by a scoffing and
sarcastic woman who had taunted her for her impotence and lack of grit
and called her middle class, without cunning and without the necessary
strength to be unscrupulous, so vital to success.
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