With a sudden thrill of intense excitement and longing, she then and
there made up her mind that some day it would be her privilege and joy
to lift those two estimable people out of Queen’s Road and place them,
not too old for enjoyment, among spreading trees and sloping lawns and
all the color of an English garden,—away from watches and silver wedding
presents, kodaks and ugly vases, from need of work, from clash of
traffic and the inevitable voices of throaty baritones. Ah, that was
what she wanted to do, so much, and if possible before it was too late.
Time has an ugly way of slipping off the calendar.
And when, presently, they returned to the shop and let themselves in, it
was Lola, with a curious emotion, because she might never see them again
as she was that night, who got the supper, who placed them, arguing, in
the stuffy drawing-room, and made many journeys up and down the narrow
staircase to the kitchen. “Please,” she said. “Please. This is my
evening. Even a lady’s maid can lay a supper if she tries hard enough.”
And they did as they were told, reluctantly, but delighted,—and a little
surprised. It was something of a change. And before the evening was over
Treadwell came, wearing a flapping tie, the mark of the poet, and a suit
of reach-me-downs egregiously cut but with something in his face that
lived it down,—love. Poor boy, he had a long way to go alone.
When at last, having said good night, Lola went upstairs to the room in
which she had played that little game of hers so often and sat in the
dark as quiet as a mouse, holding her breath, not one, no, not a single
one of all her old friends came in to see her,—not the ancient marquis
with his long finger nails and curious rings and highly polished boots;
not the gossipy old women in furbelows and dangling beads; not the
gallant courtier with his innuendoes and high flow of compliments; and
not the little lady’s maid who was wont to do her hair. They were dead.
But in their place came Fallaray, stooping, pale and bewildered, hungry
for love, hungry for comfort, dying for inspiration and the rustle of
silk. And when he had sat down with his chin in his hand, she crept up
to his chair and went on her knees and put her golden head against his
heart, and said, “I love you. I love you. I’ve always loved you. I shall
love you always. And if you never know it and never see me and miss me
altogether in the crowd, I shall wait for you across the Bridge,—and you
will see me then.”
But as she got up from her knees, blinded with tears, the voice came to
her again, strong and full.
“Go on, go on, de Brézé,—courage, my girl, courage. You have not yet won
the right to cry.”
VI
There were two reasons, then, for the visit to Castleton Terrace.
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