She put her hand up and grasped the one in which Lola held the tongs,
and drew her round. Strangely enough, this contradictory creature was
moved. Whether it was because she saw in Lola’s eyes something which no
one had been able to bring into her own, who can say? “It’s a married
man,” she told herself, “or it’s Chalfont who isn’t thinking of
marriage.” “Go easy, my dear,” she added aloud. “Believe only half you
hear and get that verified. Men are the most frightful liars. Almost as
bad as women. And they have a most convenient knack of forgetting.”
And then she released the girl so that she might resume her job, as time
was short, and she was dining rather early with the new man at Ranelegh
where “Twelfth Night” was to be acted as a pastoral by Bernard Fagan’s
players. All the same, her mind dwelt not so much with curiosity as with
concern upon Lola’s leave of absence, because she liked the girl and had
found her very loyal, consistently cheery and always ready to hand.
“Let me see,” she said, with an uncharacteristic touch of womanliness
that must have been brought out by the flaming feminism of Lola. “Among
the frocks that I hurled at you on Sunday there’s pretty certain to be
something that you can wear. Help yourself to anything else that you
need. You must look nice. I insist on that. And you’ll also want
something to put these things in. Tucked away somewhere there are one or
two dress cases without my initials. They’ve come in useful on other
occasions. Rout them out. I can’t think of anything else, but probably
you will.” And she waved her hand with those long thin capable fingers,
as much as to say, “Don’t thank me. You’d do the same for me if I were
in your shoes.”
But Lola did thank her and wound up an incoherent burst by saying,
“You’re the most generous woman I’ve ever imagined.”
“Oh, well, I have my moments,” replied Feo, who liked it all the same.
“Y’see, ‘The Colonel’s lady and Judy O’Grady are sisters under the
skin.’” She was very generous and very much interested and if the truth
were to be told a little worried too. For all her coolness at the
Carlton, Lola seemed to her to be so young and so obviously
virginal,—just the sort of girl who would make a great sacrifice, taking
to it a pent-up ecstasy for which she might be asked to pay a pretty
heavy price. And it was such a mistake to pay, according to Feo’s creed.
Finally, dressed and scented and wearing a pair of oddly shaped lapis
earrings, she stood in front of a pier glass for a moment or two,
looking herself over, finding under her eyes for the first time one or
two disconcerting lines. What was she? Ten years older than this girl
whose face was like an unplucked flower? Ten years certainly,—all packed
with incidents, not one of which had been touched by ecstasy.
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