He had slept late that morning, put newspapers aside, and allowed the
telephone to ring unanswered. He was determined, at least for a few
days, to cut himself off from London and especially from the new and
futile turn that was taking place in politics. It didn’t seem to him to
matter that, because his chief had boxed the political compass again
and, like Gladstone, talked with furious earnestness on both sides of
every question only to leave anger and stultification at every step, the
papers were making a dead set at him, holding him up to ridicule and
abuse and working with vitriolic energy against his government at every
bi-election. If this man were dragged at last from the seat that he had
won by a trick and held by trickery, another of the same kidney and
possibly worse principles would be put into his place to build up
another and a similar rampart about himself with bribes and honors. It
was the system. Nothing could prevent it. Professional politicians had
England by the throat and they were backed by underground money and
supported by politically owned newspapers. What use to struggle against
such odds? He wanted to forget Ireland for a little while, if it were
possible to forget Ireland even for so short a space of time as his
holiday would last. He wanted to put out of his mind, the horrible mess
in Silesia which was straining the _entente cordiale_ to the breaking
point, and the bungling over the coal strike, and so he had been
wandering among his rose gardens, hatless, with the breeze in his hair,
and the scent of new-mown hay in his nostrils, listening to the piping
of the thrush, to the passionate songs of larks, and watching bees busy
themselves from flower to flower with a one-eyed industry and honesty
which he did not meet in men.
He had lunched out on the terrace and looked down with a great
refreshment upon the sweeping valley of Aylesbury, peaceful beneath the
sun. He had slept again in the afternoon, out of doors, lulled by the
orchestra of birds, and had then gone forth to walk behind those high
walls into the forest of beech trees, the dead red leaves of innumerable
summers at their roots, and to listen to the tramping feet of the ghosts
of Roman armies whose triumphs had left no deeper mark on history than
the feet of sea gulls on the sands. And as his brain became quiet and
the load of political troubles fell from his shoulders, he began to
imagine that he was a free man once more, and a young man, and the old
aspirations of adolescence returned to him like the echo of a dream,—to
love, to laugh, to build a nest, to wander hand in hand with some sweet
thing who trusted him and was wholly his. O God, how good. That was
life. That was truth. That was nature.
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