For half an hour he had been walking up and down the street, looking
with puzzled and anxious eyes at the house which had always seemed to
him to wear a sinister look. If she had not been going away with Lady
Feo, why had she said that she was? A holiday,—alone, stolen from her
people and from him to whom hitherto she had always told everything?
What was the meaning of it?—She, Lola, had not told the truth. The
thought blew him into the air, like an explosion. Considering himself,
with the egotism of all half-baked socialists, an intellectual from the
fact that he read Massingham and quoted Sidney Webb, he boasted of being
without faith in God and constitution. He sneered at Patriotism now, and
while he stood for Trades-Unionism remained, like all the rest of his
kind, an individualist to the marrow. But he had believed in Lola
because he loved her and she inspired him, and without her encouragement
and praise he knew that he would let go and crash. Just as he had been
printed in the _Westminster Gazette_!
And she had not told the truth, even to her people. Where was she? What
was she doing? To whom could she go to spend a holiday? She had no other
relation than her aunt and she also was in town. Ellen had told him so
in answer to his question.—Back into a mind black with jealousy and
suspicion—he was without the habit of faith—came the picture of Lola,
dressed like a lady, getting out of a taxicab at the shady-looking house
in Castleton Terrace. Had she lied to him then?
Dover Street was at the bottom of it all, and her leaving home to become
a lady’s maid to such a woman as Lady Feo. She must have caught some of
the poison of that association, God knew what! In time of trouble it is
always the atheist who is the first to call on God.
He was about to leave the street in which the Fallaray house had now
assumed the appearance of a morgue to him when Simpkins came up from the
area, with a dull face. After a moment of irresolution he followed and
caught the valet up. “Where’s Miss Breezy?” he asked abruptly.
Simpkins was all the more astonished at the question for the trouble on
that young cub’s face. He looked him over sharply,—the cheap cap, the
too long hair, the big nose, the faulty teeth, the pasty face, the
un-athletic body, the awkward feet. Lola was in love. He knew that well
enough. But not with this lout, that was certain, poet or no poet. “I
don’t know as ’ow I’ve got to answer that question,” he said, just to
put him in his place.
“Yes, you have. Where is she?”
“You ought ter know.” He himself knew and as there was no accounting for
tastes and Lola had made a friend of this anæmic hooligan, why didn’t
_he_? He lived round the corner from the shop, anyhow.
“But I don’t know. Neither do her father and mother.”
“What’s that?” Simpkins drew up short. “You don’t know what you’re
talkin’ about. She went ’ome last Thursday to get a little rest until
to-morrer,—Tuesday.”
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