“My little Lola,” he said softly, “how wonderful you are,—how wonderful
all this is. You had been in the air all round me for weeks. I used to
see your eyes among the stars looking down at me when I left the House.
I used to wake at night and feel them upon me all warm about my heart.
Lots of times, like the wings of a bird, they flashed between me and my
work. And the tingle of your hand that never left me ran through my
veins like fire. I could have stopped dead that night at the Savoy and
followed you away. And when I found you weeping in the corridor in Dover
Street I was confused and bewildered because then I was old and I was
fighting against you for the cause. De Brézé, de Brézé,—the name used to
come to me, suddenly, like the forerunner of rain to a dried-up plant.
And at last I got away and came down here, as I know now, to throw off
my useless years and go back, past all the milestones on a long road,
and wait for you. And then you heard my cry and opened the gate and
walked among those stone figures of my life and gave me back my youth.”
“With love and adoration and long-deferred hope,” she said and crept
closer to his heart. “I love you. I love you. I’ve always loved you. And
if I’d never found you, I should have waited for you on the other side
of the Bridge,—loving you still.”
“My dear—who am I to deserve this?”
“You are Fallaray. Who else?”
And he laughed at that and held up her face and kissed her lips and
said, “No. I’m no longer Fallaray, that husk of a man, emptying his
energy on the ribs of chaos. I’m Edmund the boy, transformed to
adolescence. I’m Any Man in love.”
And again she went closer, feeling the far-off shudder of thunder, with
a new-born fear of opening the gate in the wall. “Who was that man who
came to see you?”
“Young Lochinvar,—Lytham. He’s interested in politics.”
“What did he want to see you about?”
“Nothing.” And he brushed away the lingering recollection with his hand.
“No. Tell me. I want to know.”
“I forget.” And he laughed and kissed her once again.
“But in any case you have to go back to-morrow?”
He shook his head and ran his fingers over her hair.
“But you said you’d have to,—that night.”
“Did I? I forget.” And he put his hand over her heart and held it there.
And again there came that thunder shudder, and she eyed the gate with
fear. “Did he want you to go back to-night? Tell me; I’ve _got_ to
know.” And she drew away a little—a very little—in order to force her
point.
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