He stopped her as she was going and held out his hand again.
“I am very grateful, Feo.”
And she smiled and returned his grasp. “The best of luck,” she said. “I
hope you’ll be very happy, for a change.”
V
Having now no incentive to go either to her room or anywhere else, her
new plan dying at its birth, Feo remained in the corridor, standing with
her back against one of the pieces of Flemish tapestry which Simpkins
had pointed out to Lola. She folded her arms, crossed one foot over the
other, and dipped her chin, not frowning, not with any sort of
self-pity, but with elevated eyebrows and her mouth half open,
incredulous.
“Of course I’m not surprised at Edmund’s being smashed on a girl,” she
told herself. “How the Dickens he’s gone on so long is beyond belief. I
hope she’s a nice child,—she must be young; he’s forty; I hope he’s not
been bird-limed by one of the afterwar virgins who are prowling the
earth for prey. I’m very ready to make way gracefully and have a dash at
something else, probably hospital work, sitting on charity boards with
the dowagers who wish to goodness they had dared to be as loose as I’ve
been. But—but what I want to know is, who’s shuffling the cards? Why the
devil am I getting this long run of Yarboroughs? I can’t hold
anything,—anything at all, except an occasional knave like Macquarie.
Why this run of bad luck now? Why not last year, next year, next week?
Why should Edmund deliberately choose to-day, of all days, to come back,
with no warning, and put a heavy foot bang in the middle of my scheme of
retribution? Is it—meant? I mean it’s too beautifully neat to be an
accident. Is it the good old upper cut one always gets for playing the
giddy ox, I wonder?—Mf! Interesting. Very. More to come, too, probably,
seeing that I’m still on my feet. I’ve got to get it in the solar plexus
and slide under the ropes, I suppose, now they’re after me. ‘Every
guilty deed holds in itself the seed of retribution and undying pain.’
Well, I’m a little nervous, like some poor creature on the way to the
operating table; and—and I’ll tell you what else I am, by George! I’m
eaten up with curiosity to know who the girl is, and how she managed to
get into the line of vision of this girl-blind man,—and I don’t quite
know how I shall be able to contain myself until I satisfy this
longing.—Oh, hullo, Lola. This is good. I didn’t expect you till the
morning. But I don’t mind saying that I’ve never been so pleased to see
anybody as you, my dear. Had a good time?”
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