* * * * *
The spahi Boyer clasped him in his arms and embraced him. Fatou, still
grovelling on the ground, uttered a cry of triumph, then hid her face
against Jean’s knees, with a kind of wild animal’s roar, ending in a
burst of hysterical laughter, followed by sobs.
* * * * *
XIX
Time was short. Pierre Boyer departed with the same mad haste with which
he had come, carrying with him to Goree the precious document to which
poor Jean had affixed a true soldier’s signature, large, correct, and
legible.
When the last moment arrived, all the papers were in order, countersigned
and initialled, the baggage had been transhipped, and the exchange
effected. The whole affair had been patched up in such haste that the two
spahis had scarcely had time to think.
At three o’clock precisely the mail boat sailed with Pierre Boyer on
board.
And Jean remained behind.
XX
But when the thing was done and past recall, when Jean found himself
standing there on the sea-shore watching the ship’s departure, a frantic
despair seized his heart—a terrible agony, mingled with terror at this
thing that he had done; rage against Fatou, a horror of the black girl’s
proximity, and a need, as it were, of chasing her from him—together with
a newly kindled, immense, and profound love for his cherished home, and
the dear ones who were waiting for him there, and whom now he was not to
see....
It seemed to him that he had signed a compact to the death with this
sombre land, and that this was the end of him.
And he rushed away across the dunes, hardly conscious of where he
was going—urged on by a longing to breathe the air, to be alone, and
especially to follow with his eyes as long as possible this ship that was
speeding away....
* * * * *
When he set out, the sun was still high and scorchingly hot; in the full
light, these desert plains had an impressive majesty. He walked for a
long time by the desolate shore, over the ridge of the sandhills, or
along the top of the red cliffs, so that he might command a more distant
view. A high wind blew upon him, and ruffled the immense stretch of sea
that lay at his feet, and still he saw the ship speeding onwards.
He was so distraught that he no longer felt the sun burning him.
Riveted for two more years to this country, when at this very moment he
might have been on yonder ship, sailing over the sea, on his way to his
beloved village....
Good God! What were these sinister influences, spells, and amulets that
had held him back?
Two years! Would the time ever be fulfilled? Would there indeed be an end
of it, a deliverance from this exile?...
And he ran towards the north in the direction the ship had taken, that
he might not lose sight of her yet. Thorny plants tore him; a swarm of
large, wild crickets, disturbed among the grasses that flourish in the
winter season, flew against his breast like hail....
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